theres no such thing as love. 
at least not for me. ive come to this conclusion after hanging out with my roommates girlfriends friend. i thought maybe we had some chemistry. but then today i find out that shes like dating two guys. And yes maybe she does like me. BUT this means even if i asked her out id have to wait for her to decide who she liked the most and i just dont think i can do that for my first gf. oh yes she didnt tell me this either i heard from roommates gf but she didnt want him to tell me. and last time i hung out with the girl she didnt want danielle talking about what she was out doing the night before so i just dont know what to thing. i wish i was more upset about this so i could just sleep for five years. but this is the thing that always happens with me. doesnt help that shes the only girl ive liked in like 2 years. also i think my mom and step dad are getting divorced so thats 2 divorces ive gone through in my life and ive never even held a girls hand. FUCK. i want to go out and meet new friends so i may have a chance of meeting another girl but this whole thing just turned me off of going out. so i guess ill just play it cool and keep making her laugh and other stuff and see what happens. 
at least not for me. ive come to this conclusion after hanging out with my roommates girlfriends friend. i thought maybe we had some chemistry. but then today i find out that shes like dating two guys. And yes maybe she does like me. BUT this means even if i asked her out id have to wait for her to decide who she liked the most and i just dont think i can do that for my first gf. oh yes she didnt tell me this either i heard from roommates gf but she didnt want him to tell me. and last time i hung out with the girl she didnt want danielle talking about what she was out doing the night before so i just dont know what to thing. i wish i was more upset about this so i could just sleep for five years. but this is the thing that always happens with me. doesnt help that shes the only girl ive liked in like 2 years. also i think my mom and step dad are getting divorced so thats 2 divorces ive gone through in my life and ive never even held a girls hand. FUCK. i want to go out and meet new friends so i may have a chance of meeting another girl but this whole thing just turned me off of going out. so i guess ill just play it cool and keep making her laugh and other stuff and see what happens. 
fallfromgrace:
There's more fish in the sea. I know, it's a trite and unhelpful response, but it's true. Don't get hung up on one person, they are just human like you. She eats, sleeps, even shits just like everyone else out there, so don't put any girl on a pedestal. you have to be confident, even if you aren't. Faking it does work, I learned that this weekend.