umm so this week has been so shitty but not because anything really bad happened. its just been one of those weeks where im so unhappy about my life.
i need to move out but dont have a job.
have no friends.
everytime i try to make friends with someone and i start to think im having a good conversation with them they ask the "how did you get so smart" which ive been asked since like sixth grade and i fucking hate it because i hate thinking that i am so smart. and two because that usually means they wont be able to keep an intelligent conversation on some other subject.
roommate keeps getting me to take him to see danielle.
i dont mind but she never has anyone come with her. i dont have anything in common with her so they talk the entire time. and laugh and i can say some stuff thats funny and they both laugh but im just not ...umm whats the word stimulated i guess. im still stuck with my tattoo i dont know where to go or who to get to go with me.
got a sweet tmnt shirt maybe ill get some pics.
got a gamecube pretty much just for my little step sister she has no friends to play with. come to think of it most of the fun ive had this week is doin stuff with her.
i know im suppose to be out with a girl i can just tell. im at the point where id just go to some party i hear on the street and get a girl to cuddle with me.
maybe ill get a tan though with how sunny its been.
need to put in my fafsa form. maybe i should go to a four year college for a year just to find some ppl i can connect with.
i hope this doesnt sound like im depressed cuz im not im just ...... wanting something more.
cleaned all kinds of shit outta my room and for some reason it made me think of my old cds. i havent listened to my silverchair cd in sooo long neon ballroom has to be my favorite album.
ok so thats all for now.
i need to move out but dont have a job.
have no friends.
everytime i try to make friends with someone and i start to think im having a good conversation with them they ask the "how did you get so smart" which ive been asked since like sixth grade and i fucking hate it because i hate thinking that i am so smart. and two because that usually means they wont be able to keep an intelligent conversation on some other subject.
roommate keeps getting me to take him to see danielle.
i dont mind but she never has anyone come with her. i dont have anything in common with her so they talk the entire time. and laugh and i can say some stuff thats funny and they both laugh but im just not ...umm whats the word stimulated i guess. im still stuck with my tattoo i dont know where to go or who to get to go with me.
got a sweet tmnt shirt maybe ill get some pics.
got a gamecube pretty much just for my little step sister she has no friends to play with. come to think of it most of the fun ive had this week is doin stuff with her.
i know im suppose to be out with a girl i can just tell. im at the point where id just go to some party i hear on the street and get a girl to cuddle with me.
maybe ill get a tan though with how sunny its been.
need to put in my fafsa form. maybe i should go to a four year college for a year just to find some ppl i can connect with.
i hope this doesnt sound like im depressed cuz im not im just ...... wanting something more.
cleaned all kinds of shit outta my room and for some reason it made me think of my old cds. i havent listened to my silverchair cd in sooo long neon ballroom has to be my favorite album.
ok so thats all for now.
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doesnt it sound too bad. hehehe sounds like all is well and peachy. just turn that frown around as they say. god i hate that saying.
and feeling like the third wheel is never cool i hate that. id rather hang out with myself all the time anyhows though. so yeah..
i have no advice. just commenting.
after the first two years you pretty much know everyone oncampus too from different classes.