too much to type in one entry sooo. been up to the comic book store alot but havent seen that girl working yet. bought a u2 cd. my friend patrick is an ass i cant beileve the way he talks to danielle the girl he supposedly likes a whole lot. my roommates ex girlfriends mom died today so he went running over to her. i see that she shouldnt be alone but he was so mean to me about it like he was more happy to be going over there for one night than me keeping his ass off the street. i dont think he gets how hard i have to fight to keep him here. i got the suicide girls book though which rulz. but i dont want to look at it until im having a great day. got some comics ive been looking for for awhile. is it weird that after i took everyone home and to whereever tonight it felt good to be alone to know that i was alone with no gf like all the other saturday nights of my life. ok so that wasnt serious. but i just thought it was weird. it was nice out with some good music for the shitty station up here. and being all alone felt like putting on a favorite shirt or pants that you really like. thats all. 
xoxo