I think I need a vacation... I want to drive to Cali and hang out with a few friends - but at the same time I just want to sit around the house and enjoy Christmas time, ya know? It's amazing how much fun Christmas was as a kid, it seems like it took so long to come around each year. Now it seems like the years are just flying by and I'm trying desperately to just sit back and relax sometimes. I feel like before I know it I'm gonna be 30 and wondering what the hell happened. Weird. 
cara:
i know.