Well, I went to her house again. This time, I came home. It's over, completely. It hurts, but I'm used to that, us being over (we never started again this time). It's...good. She inspired me to write this play I'm writing now, so hopefully it'll be good enough that I can actually express how much she meant to be, and how much my life was influenced by her.
But I'm really, really ready to move on. She'll always be in my heart, but I'm finally done. I'm really looking forward to going to UofO(knock on wood). Hello, new opportunities.
My biggest fear is that I will never love anyone as hard as I loved her. I can't even imagine that at this point. I certainly never will love someone the same way I loved her.
Rachael, by the way. I like to call her Caroline from time to time.
But I'm really, really ready to move on. She'll always be in my heart, but I'm finally done. I'm really looking forward to going to UofO(knock on wood). Hello, new opportunities.
My biggest fear is that I will never love anyone as hard as I loved her. I can't even imagine that at this point. I certainly never will love someone the same way I loved her.
Rachael, by the way. I like to call her Caroline from time to time.
.. i know you are not a naive little baby, but i am older than you!! and i am sure you will be able to love just as much, if not more, than you have already...
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