I just found this poem I wrote a while ago. It was my final for my poetry class, a sonnet in the shakespearean rhyme scheme.
With shuffling feet he stumbles
Dead fingers streching towards my face
The flesh of his arm crumbles
My heart's a hummingbirds pace
He lets aloud a mighty groan
My fingers tighten on the bat
For although I am all alone...
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With shuffling feet he stumbles
Dead fingers streching towards my face
The flesh of his arm crumbles
My heart's a hummingbirds pace
He lets aloud a mighty groan
My fingers tighten on the bat
For although I am all alone...
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kmatt:
does she kill him in the final episode too?
kmatt:
i dunno try again i just logged on, maybe thats why. kmatt1980
Last week I was feeilng really depressed. Completely isolated and withdrawn. It didn't really show too well. And I'm not sure what triggered it. But, I think I have rebounded from it.
Lately, I've been doing well for myself. Instead of spending hours on the internet, I take my journal and text books and novels and go to coffee shops to write and read. Granted,...
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Lately, I've been doing well for myself. Instead of spending hours on the internet, I take my journal and text books and novels and go to coffee shops to write and read. Granted,...
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desiree:
wow, that's really cool about the free show....
and i loved when you wrote about the little kid in the coffee shop.
.. you can always come to the rock n' roll pizza show on the 13th... we are opening for my favorite band: THE PHENOMENAUTS!!
either way, hoppe you have an awesome weekend!!
-xoxx
and i loved when you wrote about the little kid in the coffee shop.
.. you can always come to the rock n' roll pizza show on the 13th... we are opening for my favorite band: THE PHENOMENAUTS!!
either way, hoppe you have an awesome weekend!!
-xoxx
ehma:
I actually don't have a Hallowe'en costume... I had really just planned on watching Aqua Teen Hunger Force and being intoxicated. =]
Maybe I'll stop by Fantasy, I mean... Walmart, later and pick up a sweet costume!
Maybe I'll stop by Fantasy, I mean... Walmart, later and pick up a sweet costume!
nya:
ahah! you think?
Desiree
Desiree
desiree:
dear GOD!!
that girl looks freezing....
put a aweater on her before she catches a cold!!
thanks, alex!!
-xoxx
that girl looks freezing....
put a aweater on her before she catches a cold!!
thanks, alex!!
-xoxx
I had my final shift of training as a server last night, watched over by the wonderful Jad Z. It went well, even when all the other servers were cut and the restaurant filled up, leaving me with 11 tables to myself (normally, for you uneducated few, servers have 5-6).
A girl at a table asked me if anyone ever told me I looked like...
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ehma:
Blog more, fuck face.
jctrue:
hmmm
wine
tasting
we
do pinot noir
with duck
or
salmon
also
the pinot
noir
grape
makes
white
"champagne" style
wine
the colour
comes
from
the skins
so
if you
take the
skins out
at different
times the colour
of the
wine
changes
yum, wine ....
i
love
shiraz
2
jc
x
wine
tasting
we
do pinot noir
with duck
or
salmon
also
the pinot
noir
grape
makes
white
"champagne" style
wine
the colour
comes
from
the skins
so
if you
take the
skins out
at different
times the colour
of the
wine
changes
yum, wine ....
i
love
shiraz
2
jc
x
God, I'm on here alot. And it's not even as if I spend all my time perusing the images of nude young ladies, more than half the time I'm hanging out in my groups and blogging. I do it way more than Myspace.
I'm trying to keep pushing with this writing thing. It's really late though and I don't know if I can express myself...
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I'm trying to keep pushing with this writing thing. It's really late though and I don't know if I can express myself...
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kmatt:
At the end of your play, did you have th waiter offering the guy a pepsi to make everthing all right? 
kmatt:
i look like the asian guy irl
hopefully this brings me good things if the show is a hit
hopefully this brings me good things if the show is a hit
I went to help my grandparents pack their belongings yesterday morning, with my dad. They are moving into a retirement home. I stood on the back porch of the house my grandfather built thirty-five years ago, and looked down the hill over rural Gresham and farther on to the bare sloops of Mt. Hood, and realized I was staring at a view I had grown...
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ehma:
This is such a sad blog... but it's really true. You don't notice yourself growing up, changing, molding, but you notice other people. The saddest thing in the world was the day I realised my parents were getting older. =(
I need a drunken shenanigan soon, fag.
I need a drunken shenanigan soon, fag.
desiree:
bahahah!!
LET'S SEE IT!!
(j/k)
thank you SOOOO much for coming out last night and checking out the NEKRONOTZ!! you are a very awesome person!! (as of what i know so far!!)
anyways, drop me a line and we'll do coffee sometime or something, k??
-xoxx
LET'S SEE IT!!
(j/k)
thank you SOOOO much for coming out last night and checking out the NEKRONOTZ!! you are a very awesome person!! (as of what i know so far!!)
anyways, drop me a line and we'll do coffee sometime or something, k??
-xoxx
I'm tired.
I'm tired of being broken up with by the girl I love
I'm tired of being hit by a car
I'm tired of dealing with 18,000$ medical bills, insurance companies, and the police
I'm tired of working in a high-stress restaurant
I'm tired of trying to move
I'm tired of the heat
It's like having the rug jerked out from underneath you. She's...
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I'm tired of being broken up with by the girl I love
I'm tired of being hit by a car
I'm tired of dealing with 18,000$ medical bills, insurance companies, and the police
I'm tired of working in a high-stress restaurant
I'm tired of trying to move
I'm tired of the heat
It's like having the rug jerked out from underneath you. She's...
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iridescent_red:
forget about her and get some sleep....
ehma:
Aw =(
The heat is only gonna get worse this weekend too. I really hate this summer.
I hope things even out for yeh
The heat is only gonna get worse this weekend too. I really hate this summer.
I hope things even out for yeh
Um...ok...terrified and confused.
My ex, who I just wrote about in my previous journal (all about how much I missed her) is still in love with me, and admitted that everyone she had been with since we broke up has just been trying to replicate what we had. We spent all last night making out in her bed while her brother baby-sitted her stoned sister...
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My ex, who I just wrote about in my previous journal (all about how much I missed her) is still in love with me, and admitted that everyone she had been with since we broke up has just been trying to replicate what we had. We spent all last night making out in her bed while her brother baby-sitted her stoned sister...
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iridescent_red:
hey so i must be cool too....
are you like super obsessed like i am??
i've kinda got issues...
like, i replaced real people with my family
and by 'my family' i mean the people in buffy..
hmm.... haha
do you still watch it?
are you like super obsessed like i am??
i've kinda got issues...
like, i replaced real people with my family
and by 'my family' i mean the people in buffy..
hmm.... haha
do you still watch it?
iridescent_red:
how about now?
Sigh....I am so STUPID. I find a couple of her hairs that managed to stick around on the couch in my bedroom, and that leads to me looking at some pictures of us from last summer, and a bunch of emotions I thought I had moved past a month ago come slamming into my gut again. I guess broken hearts don't heal as quickly as...
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cheesy:
Yes, I do actually have the Slayer Scthye. It cost 190. It's so pretty!
How's your back?
How's your back?
flux:
Hi! I came in here to say that I liked your profile picture, but we also share a birthday. High-fives, December 17th is the first day of the Saturnalia.
Where do you go to school, if you don't mind me asking?
Where do you go to school, if you don't mind me asking?
So I got ONE of my hospital bills. Just one, not the other one, and possibly not AMR, I don't know if they bill seperately or not. But...as it stands, for two nights in the hospital, some scans, and a trip to the trauma ward:
$14,789.
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAJESUS FUCKING CHRIST!!
THat's insane.
Thank GOD for Medical Insurance (and Tri-Met)!
And I still have one more hospital...
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$14,789.
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAJESUS FUCKING CHRIST!!
THat's insane.
Thank GOD for Medical Insurance (and Tri-Met)!
And I still have one more hospital...
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cheesy:
o.O Jeebus!
Good thing you do have medical insurance.
Good thing you do have medical insurance.

I've seen some kids picking out of the dumpster, but I never had to do that. Getting 2-3 dollars a day wasn't that hard, you could always spare change it or find someone willing to give you a couple bucks for an odd job here and there.