skyvalley

I've learned some very hard lessons recently.

The hardest is that love just sometimes isn't enough to guide you through life.

I'm in love, I always will be, but even this fact and the fact that it is so strong for me that it burns right through my soul so much that I can feel it as a pain in my chest has not been enough.

I know what I want, I know that I can't have it anymore and the worst part is that I know it is reciprocated, but still it just can't happen.

My heart is broken and I don't think a glue exists that will ever fix it and to know that the most special person I have ever met also feels the same is horrid.

I believe that only we can mend each other's hearts but at the same time I don't think we'll ever be able to do it.

My life feels empty, I know that I can make the most of the emptiness and that I can do things now that I was having to wait to do. But I'd rather share them with my love.

At least the one thing I can never lose is that love, I will hold it close to me forever and cherish what I once had.

I'm so sorry for everything that has happened, if I could turn back time I would, if I could wave a magic wand and fix everything I would, I would give anything to be with my love again and if she's reading this she knows this is the biggest way I can say sorry and that I'll always love her and be there for her.

To my love, I hope you find happiness and love again x