update on the driving front. i had an assesment for a driving lesson thingy today, and my instructor is so nice. we had a real laugh and he is going to book my test quite soon so thats great.
i'm joing the gym again and going for a cycle/ dogwalk in a bit.
my friend wants me to go to bingo with her. it sounds...
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i'm joing the gym again and going for a cycle/ dogwalk in a bit.
my friend wants me to go to bingo with her. it sounds...
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well, i'm so completly over boys at the moment.
i feel really disgusted that i went out with my last boyfriend and i don't know why. when i think of him i feel repulsed. what the hell is that all about?
is that like a defense mechansim?
what was i thinking.
i want a girlfriend next time. but there are no girls where i live...
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i feel really disgusted that i went out with my last boyfriend and i don't know why. when i think of him i feel repulsed. what the hell is that all about?
is that like a defense mechansim?
what was i thinking.
i want a girlfriend next time. but there are no girls where i live...
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saffa:
aaah sorry to hear that hoep you not scared for to long there are some decent boys out there ..............................somewhere 
we all got threw the same problem st some stage or another so yeh everyone
we all got threw the same problem st some stage or another so yeh everyone
loretta:
Thank you for the sweet words on my video you beutiful girl. 
well the ghost tour was ok, it was interesting and i learnt loads about the town however no ghosts and it was n't scary either.
yesterday i went for a road trip with my best mate. she had an interview at southend on sea, and the weather wasn't too bad.
so we had fish and chips on the beach, and went to a sea life...
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yesterday i went for a road trip with my best mate. she had an interview at southend on sea, and the weather wasn't too bad.
so we had fish and chips on the beach, and went to a sea life...
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saffa:
haha you should she the girls when they have the air show in southend 
although it is nice to have a walk there did you go along the pier???
although it is nice to have a walk there did you go along the pier???
the_mekon:
no ghosts? what a con. promises broken..
ah southend..the las vegas of essex
ah southend..the las vegas of essex
i'm going on a ghost tour tonight i'm very excited and i'm going to london hopefully on saturday. i can't tell you who it is as it's very hush hush, but my friend has told me he can get me tickets to a really good gig, this band i have loved for years and they are playing a secret gig of like 200 people. so...
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hellequin:
hey you, long time. To be fair the gig wasn't kept all that secret 
how you been ?
how you been ?
hellequin:
Im cool, The Dragons broke up as a band so im still currently without musical outlet lol, but im nearly back going again Just looking for the right guitarists for a Hardcore act (converge / pig destroyer in style)
Other than that, Tonight I am very very bored lol
Other than that, Tonight I am very very bored lol
i have just started a new exercise regime, so that when i go travelling i'll be super fit and can climb any mountain etc!!
and it is hardcore,
i hurt lots but it's lush to feel connected to my body again, i don't want to sound all new age californian but it's true.
fuck i'm looking forward to ndownload so much, my friends managed to...
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and it is hardcore,
i hurt lots but it's lush to feel connected to my body again, i don't want to sound all new age californian but it's true.
fuck i'm looking forward to ndownload so much, my friends managed to...
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saffa:
ahah no a twat is usefull
im glad you starting to sound much more perkier these days hope you going to put your art up for us to see
im glad you starting to sound much more perkier these days hope you going to put your art up for us to see
everything in my life is cool. i've been very strong over a certain x and am feeling on top of the world.
which is awesome plus i have just seen the dopest thing in the world, i was on the misfits website looking for tees and they have a dogs tee, which i shall buy for my gorgeous pooch. yay!!!
i know that none of...
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which is awesome plus i have just seen the dopest thing in the world, i was on the misfits website looking for tees and they have a dogs tee, which i shall buy for my gorgeous pooch. yay!!!
i know that none of...
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saffa:
aaah its good to hear you feeling so much better
sounds like your buds rock
sounds like your buds rock
felipelovesyou:
that was such a sweet entry!
have fun today!
have fun today!
well i past my theory the other day, i got 35 out of 35. so i was pretty stoked.
there is always something bad though with the good.
today is the first anniversary of my grans death. i fell a bit wierd. not really sure what to do with it.
plus my ex boyfriend who i still love is in town today. so i can...
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there is always something bad though with the good.
today is the first anniversary of my grans death. i fell a bit wierd. not really sure what to do with it.
plus my ex boyfriend who i still love is in town today. so i can...
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felipelovesyou:
aww...
i hope you feel 35 times better! real soon!
i hope you feel 35 times better! real soon!
inkedcraig:
Congrats on the test
Sorry to hear you have sadness to though. Hope you feel betta soon xxx
Sorry to hear you have sadness to though. Hope you feel betta soon xxx
ha ha well i think your all suckers. my thoughts after much debating is definitely, try and go back in time and get whatever creates love in your brain removed. therefore you can have all the fun you did with your ex and then you can't remember how much it hurts, and it doesn't screw up your head.
and i can go back to using...
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eldiablo1977:
how did it go?
eldiablo1977:
oh, and pass the practical of course. but i'm sure that won't be a problem
[Edited on Apr 01, 2006 7:19PM]
oh, and pass the practical of course. but i'm sure that won't be a problem
[Edited on Apr 01, 2006 7:19PM]
what is love?
is it something that you wait for all you life?
is it something that lasts forever?
is to only one person?
is it meant to hurt?
does it have to hurt to be love?
can you feel when the person falls out of love with you?
does the hurt last forever?
Two last questions
is it really better to have loved and...
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is it something that you wait for all you life?
is it something that lasts forever?
is to only one person?
is it meant to hurt?
does it have to hurt to be love?
can you feel when the person falls out of love with you?
does the hurt last forever?
Two last questions
is it really better to have loved and...
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saffa:
i think it depends on the two people involved
anphetamonsta:
WOW. I would say definatly better to love and lost.....
well everything is back on track again. i've sent confirmation of me leaving to the college now. i can focus on looking forward now that i don't have that hanging over me,
so whats happened well i'm living back with my folks for a while, this is because i haven't yet bothered to take my driving test and since i learnt to drive when i...
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so whats happened well i'm living back with my folks for a while, this is because i haven't yet bothered to take my driving test and since i learnt to drive when i...
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skys:
i know this is wierd me writing in this so much, but lots of thoughts tonight.
these things i only remember about when i'm left alone in the house.
i like dancing with my dog.
i like stealing my housemate (in this case my mums) chocolate that i know i'm not allowed but will replace before anyone notices
singing loudly out of tune when chopping up vegetables and cooking them, to queen or the beachboys.
i like inventing meals and then not eating them.
sliding along the wooden floor and hitting the wall at the other end of my hall.
letting all calls go straight to the answerphone.
these things i only remember about when i'm left alone in the house.
i like dancing with my dog.
i like stealing my housemate (in this case my mums) chocolate that i know i'm not allowed but will replace before anyone notices
singing loudly out of tune when chopping up vegetables and cooking them, to queen or the beachboys.
i like inventing meals and then not eating them.
sliding along the wooden floor and hitting the wall at the other end of my hall.
letting all calls go straight to the answerphone.
eldiablo1977:
alright treacle, good to hear you've got things sorted
so you're not gonna be in london on the 9th then?
we'll have to sort out the travel arrangements for the BOOSH!!!
so you're not gonna be in london on the 9th then?
we'll have to sort out the travel arrangements for the BOOSH!!!
If in fiji, go to one of the islands, don't stay on the mainland it's a dive!!
As for NZ, if your coming over soon you'll prob get winter, so i hope you ski
There's been no more Deco days lately, it gets pretty boring around here from now on.
How about i get in (to!) touch with your bod too.......