skys

now it defintely seems wierd to be back. i now have a job and between working in a very busy bar and helping my folks to redecorate 2 houses and fitting long sessions with my friends too.

I have realised something though and it's I like my life at the moment but things need to change and pretty quickly. I spend too much time getting fucked with my friends and then working stupid hours through the week. I'm getting totally frustrated about not knowing what i want to do with my life. I need a bit of advice and direction. but i don't even know where to go to get that.

I'm also now missing travelling and am completely envious of my sister who is in south america as we speak.

we are organising going to france in the spring snowboarding hopefully this will happen.

anyone got any ideas for a career? i'm pretty arty, i'm always coming up with solutions and ideas (ironically not with this though), I enjoy writing and i'm fairly quick witted, oh and i enjoy confrontation and people trying to challenge me and i need to work to short term goals, I mean like if my goal was that i was working towards is in 5 years time and some small part of some project i wouldn't have the motivation to put my all in all the time.