my head is all of a dither right now. i know that i drank a bit last night by the way what a fantastic night out,
two of my friends were trying to trick me into eating hash cakes they had made. i will not ingest any forms of thc as i get severe paranoia, and they were making out like it was one of their birthdays, the joke was on them as i quizzed them about it they began to get paranoid too,. ha ha what fools
like i mentioned i'm not really sure where my head is at.......i'm meant to be travelling around the world with my sister for a year but i'm not entirely sure that i want to go......i get on really well with my sister....well i mean i used to but lately i'm not really getting on so well with her, she just unburdens all her shit onto me, and i know this is what friends are for but when it's 247 and you never see her in a good mood.........to make it worse i'm very good at giving advice and she ignores it..........it's like whats the point in ignoring my advice.......but i've already paid for the ticket.
is it going to be just a big waste of time where i end up hating my sister, i mean she's 27 and pretty fucking emotionally dependent on me. a
also getting a job will be a real nightmare as i don't want to temp but i need a job which'll give me some time off. i hate the idea of going into a place and not really getting settled. isn't that the worst part of any job the beginning????
well wtf........i dunno what to do with my head this fucking day.........i think i'll try and get my bedroom finished painting and take my pooch for a walk,
two of my friends were trying to trick me into eating hash cakes they had made. i will not ingest any forms of thc as i get severe paranoia, and they were making out like it was one of their birthdays, the joke was on them as i quizzed them about it they began to get paranoid too,. ha ha what fools
like i mentioned i'm not really sure where my head is at.......i'm meant to be travelling around the world with my sister for a year but i'm not entirely sure that i want to go......i get on really well with my sister....well i mean i used to but lately i'm not really getting on so well with her, she just unburdens all her shit onto me, and i know this is what friends are for but when it's 247 and you never see her in a good mood.........to make it worse i'm very good at giving advice and she ignores it..........it's like whats the point in ignoring my advice.......but i've already paid for the ticket.
is it going to be just a big waste of time where i end up hating my sister, i mean she's 27 and pretty fucking emotionally dependent on me. a
also getting a job will be a real nightmare as i don't want to temp but i need a job which'll give me some time off. i hate the idea of going into a place and not really getting settled. isn't that the worst part of any job the beginning????
well wtf........i dunno what to do with my head this fucking day.........i think i'll try and get my bedroom finished painting and take my pooch for a walk,
wooshky:
aww.. im sure things will work out..it was so much fun last night but i got considerably worse after id gone to the chequers!
nursejill:
I know what you mean. My sister unloads all her problems on me. I know she is just trying to talk through things. But, it gets to be a burden on me. I finally had to tell her she was stressing me out.