skys

well, i'm so completly over boys at the moment.

i feel really disgusted that i went out with my last boyfriend and i don't know why. when i think of him i feel repulsed. what the hell is that all about?

is that like a defense mechansim?

what was i thinking.

i want a girlfriend next time. but there are no girls where i live that i fancy.

hhhmmm what to do?

good news i might be meeting up with the love of my life at the weekend however it'll mess my little head up for a couple of days as always.


arrrgggghhhh does everyone have the same problems as me or am i just very lucky?