skys

well i split up with my boyfriend on thursday. it feels a bit wierd to be single, but i think it was moving a bit quick and he was getting a bit possessive. i feel like a bit of a cunt, but as i'm going away for a year i didn't want to get closer to the time and then have my heart wrenched right out of my body.

i'm at a bit of a loss as to what to do today, i'm going to take the dog out for a walk in a little bit once my i pod has charged.

i want to get some more paints and a couple of canvas's but not really feeling awake enough to face town.

last night i had a pretty good night had a meal with my folks and a bottle of wine with my dad. it was really funny. they wanted to go to a festival this year so i think they're going to womad that slightly hippy festival. i was telling them about my drunken anticks with a snake round my neck watching black sabbath.

i'm so looking forward to download this year it's going to be fucking awesome. there is such a good line up.

the telly this moring was so rubbish today that i've been watching scuzz and kerrang for the last 4 hours. i know it's my own fault for watching it but is anyone else bored as fuck with nirvana. i mean they're ok but so over rated.

well i better go and get myself motivated as it would be nice to start a painting today.

hope alls well with you lot.