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i have just started a new exercise regime, so that when i go travelling i'll be super fit and can climb any mountain etc!!

and it is hardcore,

i hurt lots but it's lush to feel connected to my body again, i don't want to sound all new age californian but it's true.

fuck i'm looking forward to ndownload so much, my friends managed to...
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saffa:
ahah no a twat is usefull biggrin biggrin
im glad you starting to sound much more perkier these days hope you going to put your art up for us to see shocked shocked
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everything in my life is cool. i've been very strong over a certain x and am feeling on top of the world.

which is awesome plus i have just seen the dopest thing in the world, i was on the misfits website looking for tees and they have a dogs tee, which i shall buy for my gorgeous pooch. yay!!!


i know that none of...
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saffa:
aaah its good to hear you feeling so much better biggrin biggrin
sounds like your buds rock eeek
felipelovesyou:
that was such a sweet entry!
have fun today! kiss
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well i past my theory the other day, i got 35 out of 35. so i was pretty stoked.

there is always something bad though with the good.

today is the first anniversary of my grans death. i fell a bit wierd. not really sure what to do with it.

plus my ex boyfriend who i still love is in town today. so i can...
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felipelovesyou:
aww...

i hope you feel 35 times better! real soon! kiss
inkedcraig:
Congrats on the test kiss

Sorry to hear you have sadness to though. Hope you feel betta soon xxx
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ha ha well i think your all suckers. my thoughts after much debating is definitely, try and go back in time and get whatever creates love in your brain removed. therefore you can have all the fun you did with your ex and then you can't remember how much it hurts, and it doesn't screw up your head.

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eldiablo1977:
how did it go?
eldiablo1977:


oh, and pass the practical of course. but i'm sure that won't be a problem

[Edited on Apr 01, 2006 7:19PM]
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what is love?

is it something that you wait for all you life?
is it something that lasts forever?
is to only one person?
is it meant to hurt?
does it have to hurt to be love?
can you feel when the person falls out of love with you?

does the hurt last forever?

Two last questions
is it really better to have loved and...
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saffa:
i think it depends on the two people involved confused
anphetamonsta:
WOW. I would say definatly better to love and lost..... smile
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well everything is back on track again. i've sent confirmation of me leaving to the college now. i can focus on looking forward now that i don't have that hanging over me,

so whats happened well i'm living back with my folks for a while, this is because i haven't yet bothered to take my driving test and since i learnt to drive when i...
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skys:
i know this is wierd me writing in this so much, but lots of thoughts tonight.

these things i only remember about when i'm left alone in the house.

i like dancing with my dog.

i like stealing my housemate (in this case my mums) chocolate that i know i'm not allowed but will replace before anyone notices

singing loudly out of tune when chopping up vegetables and cooking them, to queen or the beachboys.

i like inventing meals and then not eating them.

sliding along the wooden floor and hitting the wall at the other end of my hall.

letting all calls go straight to the answerphone.



eldiablo1977:
alright treacle, good to hear you've got things sorted

so you're not gonna be in london on the 9th then?

we'll have to sort out the travel arrangements for the BOOSH!!!
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well i split up with my boyfriend on thursday. it feels a bit wierd to be single, but i think it was moving a bit quick and he was getting a bit possessive. i feel like a bit of a cunt, but as i'm going away for a year i didn't want to get closer to the time and then have my heart wrenched right...
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inkedcraig:
Well you have to go by what your feelings are telling you babes!!! Gotta put your own feelings first not someone eles. big kiss
the_mekon:
its always good to not have those kind of ties before going travelling. i've seen it happen to friends of mine, and it gets messy

hope the course is going ok
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ha ha, well today was one of those days, i had lost my phone in my house somewhere, but didn't have a clue where it was and to be honest i didn't care. i wanted to be left alone for a bit. i had survived the most amazing weekend of "old times'. it was just me and my boys and something to make the party...
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saffa:
wow thats one busy weekend eeek eeek
sounds like fun biggrin
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i'm having a bit of tough time batteling through things in my brain, i know i should really go to college but i can't there is something in me not letting me go. it would be nice if i could have clear thoughts on this but it doesn't seem to be working, i know i'm a bit of a loser with this. but i've let...
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the_mekon:
hmm if its only a year..and you've got travelling to look forward to..i'd try to see it out

its always a nightmare catching up with work..can you set aside a couple of weekends when there's no gigs or birthdays etc and lock yourself away from the world and just go for it..?

redwildflower:
That would be nice if our lifes could have a Tivo effect.
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i sometimes just enjoy my own company, actually it's quite often.i really like to be able to relax and not feel like i need to rush anywhere, or that i'm letting anyone down. i enjoy drawing in my sketchbook, in my room, alone,a cup of tea with my room spotless, music that i have chosen and maybe a few candles lit.

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mr_scott:
I totally agree, that pretty much describes my life.
inkedcraig:
I hear what your saying. Im always having to arrange what im doing and with who ect. Oh the joys of working & being a father lol But still thats life
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well after sleeping for most of the day so far, to wake up and watch the boosh. i'm starving and only have some stale bread and pasta with no sauce, i'm feeling too lazy to walk up the road and deal with the singing shop keepers in my local shop.

but wait, whats this i have some rather splendid news, my favourite band are playing...
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felipelovesyou:
what's a "conch"?
felipelovesyou:
OOOooohhh..
i know what a conch is! haha thanks!
have an awesome, awesome day sweetie! kiss