It seems that I have not only lost my ability to write, I have also lost my need for control and stability, I feel untouched, vivid, awake and a urge for freedom.
I am at a big ending in my life, but know that "end" is just another word for "new beginning".
I do fear that this end is however not going to end smoothly, it involves emotions, hearts, feelings, it is fueled by hurt, anger, soreness, revenge, betrayal, and is a accompanied by uneasiness and uncomfortableness.
But even with all this bitterness and sadness, I know that I am moving to the right song, singing the right words.
On a better note, I have a new set shot by the awesome talamia, in queue, but only for the 16 Jan 09 (how awful and frustrating is such a wait?)
Looking forward to Diaz's set.
xxx
I am at a big ending in my life, but know that "end" is just another word for "new beginning".
I do fear that this end is however not going to end smoothly, it involves emotions, hearts, feelings, it is fueled by hurt, anger, soreness, revenge, betrayal, and is a accompanied by uneasiness and uncomfortableness.
But even with all this bitterness and sadness, I know that I am moving to the right song, singing the right words.
On a better note, I have a new set shot by the awesome talamia, in queue, but only for the 16 Jan 09 (how awful and frustrating is such a wait?)
Looking forward to Diaz's set.
xxx
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Ah awesome
Closing chapters of your life is hard to do, but just have faith in your decisions and surround yourself with good people.
Live life, love life, and stay positive.
Hope things work out for you my dear.