skygge

it's been a mixed bag lately...

i've been gearing up for next year's cosplay circuit. went thrift shopping yesterday and came up with two complete outfits, just put the finishing touches on one today. also went back to black hair, the blonde was growing out badly and $3 bottle of black from walmart is much less than half tank of gas, a quart (or more) of oil, and $15 in bleach

i've had some recent events to knock me on my ass that i'm not going to go into detail on here... i'm just amazed at how i constantly get vilified for being myself. i really don't understand it. all i can think right now is "i really don't need this kind of drama in my life, friendships and romances are not supposed to cause this much stress and trouble!"

so yeah... trying to not let things get me down, and they haven't for the most part... but i'm starting to get angry, and me angry is not a good thing. especially when there's plenty of other things i'd rather do (and should be doing!) than sit here and stew. at least anger is something familiar