skygge

in case you've been wondering where i've been, i had a hell of a week last week. i seem to have quit/lost my job last wednesday due to something that i really had nothing to do with, and the person who caused the incident/fired me really had no authority to do so but has done exactly that with no disciplinary action whatsoever. i am treating the details as classified as the guy who got arrested and fired for stealing from the store (i'm sure you've heard about it, was in the paper), but rest assured this whole deal was complete and utter BULLSHIT and there was no reason at all for it. so here i sit trying to figure out what i'm going to do next and not freak out the way i normally would. being a single mom with no job is an extremely scary prospect. moving in with my parents is an even more scary prospect, which i will NOT be pursuing even though it would be the easiest way out of my problem

i've been playing more wow again. i took a little break and played through the eve online 2 week trial and while i enjoyed running around all over outer space it was beginning to get tedious, so BACK TO THE CRACK. i joined a raiding guild and bess is now among the top 50 feral druids on the horde side of bloodscalp (which makes me downright giddy considering she can still use some gear upgrades), and is so close to breaking 40k hp self-buffed in bear form that i can taste it. 40k hp and 40% dodge, now that is hawt for a beartank... especially one who is still wearing a couple heroics dungeon items

enough with the nerdspeak. i have found an awesome group of friends who have been very supportive, so there is a positive thing that i'm hoping will last a while. two of them are other moms and one has tons of experience with babysitting and raising children. J is my age and generous to a fault, M and T are 19 and 20 and just make me laugh my ass off, and we all know laughter is the best medicine for stress. all three of them are also bi chicks who think i'm smoking hot too so that helps with the self esteem, and the random acts of tit-grabbing and ass-slapping are another source of much needed laughter we all have issues with family and with ourselves, but we support eachother through it all and seem to survive without too many bruises and scratches. J is also an awesome photographer and M and T and i are going to be her muses. it's really nice to finally have friends i can be my crazy obnoxious self around and not worry that they think i'm weird. yeah i'm weird, but so are they. it's great!