So nothing much has happened the last couple of days, I've been really busy finishing a essay I had lying around
and which was actually due in january of this year. First I couldn't finish it due to a depression, then I didn't work on it because I was insanely in love (did I mention I'm fatalistic? this makes me always on the rollercoaster of emotions as well), then I couldn't do it because of all the obligation this year's uni asked of me, alas it became a real sword of Damocles for me. So I worked on it for two days (and almost nights) and this morning I finally delivered it to my professor and I hope he'll like it. I didn't read the whole thing after I'd finished and I might have rushed it a bit too much but I'm positive I'll at least get a 6 (a C or D? that grade which is just about enough to pass). Of course all of this caused me a lot of delay in my other subjects, which I'll have to catch up on now.
*sigh* university it drives me crazy, sometimes i'm thinking about taking a break before I continue with my MA but I might never return to uni then. And i like it as well cause maybe i am kind of a book freak, I love going through all sorts of books and texts to find out what something might actually mean or have meant, I can see myself becoming this absent-minded woman who is surrounded by books and stacks of paperwork.. haha that's actually already me.. books and paperworks all around the house here
Oh and i got a black skinny jeans from h&m which is kind of a big deal cause i'm not that small and it fit me, and everyone said it looked good (i thought i might have looked fat) and they would have told me honestly it they thought it couldn't be done
My payment is coming in tomorrow which makes me extremely happy cause I get to go shopping with my good friend friday and after that dinner and a hardcore gig in Den Haag were her boyf will perform.
I definitely need some warm new clothes so i'll be buying some of those and i want a new bag and off course accesoires which is probably the best part of shopping, i definitely need a new buckle too.
Saturday a friend from Belgiu,m is coming to town and I'll probably accompany her to get her lip pierced (the same piercing i had before surgery, vertiacl labret) and i'm thinking about getting one myself. i love to get a septum, nape or navel but ive always wanted a madonna (for about 7 years now) and somehow i never gave in to my wish. I work in a restaurant so they won't approve and i know a transparant ball won't really fool them but a retainer just might, but of course it'll have to heal before i can put it in. or i'll wear a red ball and i'll tell them it's a really bad zit they can't blame me for that can they.
well actually i think i'm a bit too chubby for a madonna cause i think you'll have to have a real slim head will it suit you.
so first the weight loss. boo i just ate a kitkat chunky
god what a boring blog.. i tend too be a bit erdudite sometimes.. must be the study
and which was actually due in january of this year. First I couldn't finish it due to a depression, then I didn't work on it because I was insanely in love (did I mention I'm fatalistic? this makes me always on the rollercoaster of emotions as well), then I couldn't do it because of all the obligation this year's uni asked of me, alas it became a real sword of Damocles for me. So I worked on it for two days (and almost nights) and this morning I finally delivered it to my professor and I hope he'll like it. I didn't read the whole thing after I'd finished and I might have rushed it a bit too much but I'm positive I'll at least get a 6 (a C or D? that grade which is just about enough to pass). Of course all of this caused me a lot of delay in my other subjects, which I'll have to catch up on now.
*sigh* university it drives me crazy, sometimes i'm thinking about taking a break before I continue with my MA but I might never return to uni then. And i like it as well cause maybe i am kind of a book freak, I love going through all sorts of books and texts to find out what something might actually mean or have meant, I can see myself becoming this absent-minded woman who is surrounded by books and stacks of paperwork.. haha that's actually already me.. books and paperworks all around the house here
Oh and i got a black skinny jeans from h&m which is kind of a big deal cause i'm not that small and it fit me, and everyone said it looked good (i thought i might have looked fat) and they would have told me honestly it they thought it couldn't be done
My payment is coming in tomorrow which makes me extremely happy cause I get to go shopping with my good friend friday and after that dinner and a hardcore gig in Den Haag were her boyf will perform.
I definitely need some warm new clothes so i'll be buying some of those and i want a new bag and off course accesoires which is probably the best part of shopping, i definitely need a new buckle too.
Saturday a friend from Belgiu,m is coming to town and I'll probably accompany her to get her lip pierced (the same piercing i had before surgery, vertiacl labret) and i'm thinking about getting one myself. i love to get a septum, nape or navel but ive always wanted a madonna (for about 7 years now) and somehow i never gave in to my wish. I work in a restaurant so they won't approve and i know a transparant ball won't really fool them but a retainer just might, but of course it'll have to heal before i can put it in. or i'll wear a red ball and i'll tell them it's a really bad zit they can't blame me for that can they.
well actually i think i'm a bit too chubby for a madonna cause i think you'll have to have a real slim head will it suit you.
so first the weight loss. boo i just ate a kitkat chunky
god what a boring blog.. i tend too be a bit erdudite sometimes.. must be the study