skunkabilly

so i feel really yuky today my belly hurts sooooooooo much. i wish someone was here to rub it for me and rub my lower back. i found this really good online radio staion that palys punk rockabillyl psychobilly and so much more!it's hot stuff it's called live 365 the staion is ball and chain.i didn't go to school casue i am in pain and i couldn't sit there like this. i am going to take a bath when i am done writing. they atre playign socail d prison bound right now oh sooo good. i love mike ness. well the other night someone told me if i was pregnet and i didn't have an abortion that he would kick me in the stomach! i was like ah ok thats nice. i am not pregnet with your kid or any kids so chill out.plus i don't want kids right now i mean i do i want a baby really bad but i am not goign to get my self pregent with yuor kid if you don't want it.also i would brign a child in to this world that is goign to have to have a childhood like i did. no way! i was poor on welfare and i hated it.i never saw my dad and my mother was never home. no way am i going to do that to my child.as much as i want one i am not goign to do that to any child of mine. i didn't like gorwing up knowing i wasn't wanted and my child will be wanted by me and it's father.i want a red headed baby! or a little toe head like i was. ha ha ha.well enough about babies i need to go take a bath cause my belly feels like someone is craving my insides out with a knife.