skullynova

Many good and horrible things happening. So many risks that are paying off even when I considered falling out. Going to school is making me feel better, at least when it's all said and done I have a degree. Instead of still fighting in a relationship with someone who doesn't even show any interest in being with me. I know I am not an angel nor am I the devil. I am what I am and if you need to change me, then I am not the human for you. I wanted to rant but then I saw the I heart music festival with Queen and Adam Lambert. I don't like him since he just bugged me with so much vibrato but this time I was so amazed. I wish it were Freddie but I don't think Freddie would have done the Festival. Then again I never knew him so it's all up for wonder. I really loved the entire set, I just didn't like when fun came out. If Adam Lambert did the whole set by himself, it would have been perfect. Well if John Deacon and Freddie Mercury did the set it would have been infinitely amazing. I don't like where things are going with the relationship in my life but everything has to end. So far putting myself in front is actually proving well. For the reason that I already learned my lessons. If I fall, I am the only one falling. On top of the Queen concert I stumbled on a new band while I was looking for In this moment songs. It's called this band "Epica." I normally don't like the genre but she sings so flawless. I have gotten several band offers but I am really not interested in the genre djent. I can play it but like always I won't feel into it. I feel no soul or anything right about these odd non rhythmic songs. I love the whole concept but it's just not me. If you think that a fast sweep means that you're better than me, you're wrong. I still can't sweep because I haven't put any effort in learning. It all sounds like crap being played in the same root chord and extremely fast. I should be doing homework so I won't have to worry about it and just go out to enjoy my weekend. So far I have been practicing a lot that I have been really impressed with my ability and my creativity coming back after all fades away.

So for now I'll leave my latest fuel
http://youtu.be/dNoTvg0t52c