Ok y'all, I noticed the other day on IG a post reminding us we should promote #takeitbacktothesite aka post links to our profiles so people can get to know us on here before IG, Facebook, etc! I think this is an AMAZING idea. IG and Facebook are full of people so they can share some love with suicidegirls.com! Along with this, they suggested (I apologize, I forget exactly who suggested this... @rambo or @missy was it you??) that we write about our SG journey and how we got to where we are now!
I started off modeling just wanting to be a Suicide Girl! I didn't care about doing anything else other than trying to be a Suicide Girls model! I submitted my first set under a different name and it was rejected. I don't blame them, thinking back my first photos were sooooo shitty! Haha... But I, for some reason, decided to quit after that. I was a tad butt hurt and decided maybe I'm just not SG material.
^^^^ Me from the first time around applying for SG :D
I began "modeling" for Facebook. Started a like page, submitted some photos to alternative pages. Then from there I got involved in the local Toledo modeling community. That has been a VERY bumpy ride. I had met some great people, and started gaining popularity. But with popularity comes the haters. I am not one for confrontation so I was totally run down by a couple girls in the community. After 3 years of torture, I decided it was time for me to try doing exactly what I wanted to do in the first place... become a Suicide Girl!
I became a hopeful in 2014 and I've been so happy ever since! At this point, even if I never became a SG model, I'm just happy to be a part of such a badass community with so many kind people! I don't personally know anyone on here, and I'm slowly trying to break out of my shell and talk to people! After my experience in the local community, it's very hard for me to try to reach out to people but I'm working on it! I've got one set up and one that is going to be up in 3 weeks and 5 days and I'm very excited about it!
So yeah, that is essentially my story about how I got involved with Suicide Girls!!!
Now time to post my link to this blog on my other sites! Feel free to do the same ;) #takeitbacktothesite
