skully1031

Who wants to go zombie-hunting? They should be nice and frozen now.

I miei occhi sono sempre pesanti,
i miei pensieri sono sempre pi deboli.
Le mie visioni sfocate in corso,
e io non riesco a parlare.


Con la mia matita scultura, come un coltello.
E le parole sanguinanti sulla pagina.
Credo di avere trovato un modo
per non sentire tanta paura ...


Faccio finta tutto questo giornale
che mi ha mai fatto male.
Poi ho tagliato...
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God. I feel so alone. I am too young to feel this alone...

I keep looking back at previous posts, the things I've written...none of it seems real...

Maybe I should just stick to drawing...?

A constant ringing in my ears.
A complication to my fears.
All this for a better way
to try and feel what I say.

Does it matter anymore?
I should stop. I'm getting bored.
But, there's just no other way
to keep myself entertained.

So, I lash out once again
and the room begins to spin.
As I collapse to the floor
I see a...
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My eyes are getting heavy,
my thoughts are growing weak.
My visions going blurry,
and I can't bring myself to speak.

With my pencil carving, like a knife.
And words bleeding on the page.
I think I may have found a way
to not feel so afraid...

I pretend this paper's everything
that has ever hurt me.
Then I cut and slice repeatedly,
until I...
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I wish I could...have a love like yours.
You hold eachother, kiss and laugh...
You speak freely to eachother. Your minds like open doors...
What a lovely thing to have...

I have experienced this, only once...
I held her with a tight and firm grip.
She slipped right through my fingers, a cunning little stunt...
I am still standing, but my heart is stiff.

If...
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Just...be there for me. If I ever need your affection.
Never leave me. Despite any complexion.
And I will give you everything. Surrendered without a word.
Believe me... It's a luxury I can afford.

I know this doesn't make sense. And I know it hurts you.
But, despite the lack of reason, it's the best thing to do.
I want you so bad that...I lose...
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Just...be there for me. If I ever need your affection.
Never leave me. Despite any complexion.
And I will give you everything. Surrendered without a word.
Believe me... It's a luxury I can afford.

I know this doesn't make sense. And I know it hurts you.
But, despite the lack of reason, it's the best thing to do.
I want you so bad that...I lose...
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I know I haven't done this for a while but, here are the top 5 (plus 1) songs this week:

1. Omission by Hurt
2. Temple of Love 2k8 by Deadlock
3. Serial Killer by Cold
4. Storms by Fleetwood Mac
5. Children of the Night by Whitesnake
+1. Eat Me, Drink Me by Marilyn Manson

Enjoy...

I <3 boobies!