Some day I'll understand why I had to leave.
Until that day, I will do all I can to breathe.
I'll try my best and with all I'm worth.
Although that may not be much to some.
Maybe then, I can see...the man I have become.
In all honesty, I have no idea what prompts me to write on here. Maybe, it's just a matter of convenience. I'm online, purchasing music or looking at Suicide Girls, and so is this blog...
Maybe, it's because I have so few actual friends. My Facebook reflects a pretty poor number, I suppose: 76. And here, it's even worse. I don't even think I actually know 76 people. Not well enough to call them friends, anyway. No...not well enough to call them friends. Or even a support group...
I don't know why I'm sharing this...
If anybody cares or can relate...you know what to do.
I'll even go the extra mile and give you my number or email address so you can try and cheer me up.
Until that day, I will do all I can to breathe.
I'll try my best and with all I'm worth.
Although that may not be much to some.
Maybe then, I can see...the man I have become.
In all honesty, I have no idea what prompts me to write on here. Maybe, it's just a matter of convenience. I'm online, purchasing music or looking at Suicide Girls, and so is this blog...
Maybe, it's because I have so few actual friends. My Facebook reflects a pretty poor number, I suppose: 76. And here, it's even worse. I don't even think I actually know 76 people. Not well enough to call them friends, anyway. No...not well enough to call them friends. Or even a support group...
I don't know why I'm sharing this...
If anybody cares or can relate...you know what to do.
I'll even go the extra mile and give you my number or email address so you can try and cheer me up.
no_longer_here:
You know I care, and you know I can relate. I also hope you know that I may only be 1 person out of those 76 people, but I'm one that you certainly can call a friend, you know me better than anyone else. You're the only person I feel I can talk to, and one of the few I actually trust. That's gotta count for something. So remember, even if you have no one else (which you do), then you at least will always have little ol' me. 
And remember, it's quality, not quantity. It may just be me, but I'd rather have a few real friends than 76 'friends'.
And remember, it's quality, not quantity. It may just be me, but I'd rather have a few real friends than 76 'friends'.
skully1031:
Thank you, Sam. You are my best friend.