I want to disappear.
I mean that quite literally. I want to vanish into thin air.
Going somewhere else is probably a more practical option though. Somewhere new, where nobody knows me. Where I would have the excuse of being new to my surroundings. Where I could meet some new people. Where I could...well, be away from my past...
This feeling, this longing for something new, will pass. I'm certain of it. My emotions are not easily understood, by myself or others. But, I do know how easily they flow in and out of eachother. This is a flaw in my character, I'm certain of it. For, as much as I strive to have a continuous and unrelenting hold on my emotions, my emotions certainly have a stronger grasp on me...
In any case, this is only a self reflection, a mental jog. And will probably not be acted upon in anyway...
I still want to disappear.
I mean that quite literally. I want to vanish into thin air.
Going somewhere else is probably a more practical option though. Somewhere new, where nobody knows me. Where I would have the excuse of being new to my surroundings. Where I could meet some new people. Where I could...well, be away from my past...
This feeling, this longing for something new, will pass. I'm certain of it. My emotions are not easily understood, by myself or others. But, I do know how easily they flow in and out of eachother. This is a flaw in my character, I'm certain of it. For, as much as I strive to have a continuous and unrelenting hold on my emotions, my emotions certainly have a stronger grasp on me...
In any case, this is only a self reflection, a mental jog. And will probably not be acted upon in anyway...
I still want to disappear.
Went to Vegas last year all by my lonesome, and came back weeks later.
What I do know is this, you are precious, and searching a billion universes no one could ever find a soul like yours. In all it's complexity, beauty in confusion, you are you.
And you rock.
*loves*