skully

im a fucking jerk. i thought i worked at 5 p.m. today, but i guess it was 5 a.m. wow. i missed the 5:15 call from my job this morning, and when i woke up i called them back and felt like a jackass. so now im missing out on some much needed hours. lame.

and my moms had officially moved 2 hours away and i wont see her very often. she was the only family i really have anymore. i cant just drive the 15 minutes to her house and eat dinner with her and watch cable. nope. its just me now. can't her and i just live in queen anne like we used to? i miss that.(insert kayleigh pity-party here).


i dont know if ill ever get out of this financial hole ive gotten into. if i made a decent wage i could. its not asking much.

i cant afford gifts for anyone either.

merry fucking christmas.