im lost.
i deleted my myspace. its fucking stupid.
i joined SG for some kind of validation from peers and to prove to myself i could do it. I am not leaving this site but i am aware of how others might see it.
that im probably some lonely girl who needs approval of her prettiness in order to feel ok with herself. that nobody loved her when she was little yadyadayada- thats true in some way or another.
but i was also looking to meet others who maybe felt the same way as i do. but i end of feeling just as alone as when i started.
this is how i get when i am not consumed in some busy schedule. i start to think about shit i cannot change and shit i wish i could.
no ones around to pick me up when i fall. or notices when i need them.
i deleted my myspace. its fucking stupid.
i joined SG for some kind of validation from peers and to prove to myself i could do it. I am not leaving this site but i am aware of how others might see it.
that im probably some lonely girl who needs approval of her prettiness in order to feel ok with herself. that nobody loved her when she was little yadyadayada- thats true in some way or another.
but i was also looking to meet others who maybe felt the same way as i do. but i end of feeling just as alone as when i started.
this is how i get when i am not consumed in some busy schedule. i start to think about shit i cannot change and shit i wish i could.
no ones around to pick me up when i fall. or notices when i need them.
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And you are, by the way, both of those. Just hang on, there's people here who care about you.