Wednesday Apr 11, 2007

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*edit- i added some new pix. it wasnt adding all of the ones i wanted, and then the captions got mixed up. but oh well, ill get it down soon! check 'em out*

im not wasting anymore time and energy trying to help people.
they need to figure shit out on thier own, because you cant tell friends that or someone or something is bad for them.
ive been told that myself. and did i listen? no. i waited 2 more years before i figured it out. i think in the back of my mind i knew it wouldnt last forever.

i just wish i could see them again. i need more friends-girlfriends.
its just hard to meet girls in this town. every party i go to is a high school reunion.
which sucks for me, i didnt finish high school. i was in college at 16. where i was slowly dropping people out of my life that werent good for me. at the same time, losing touch with the people i should have been seeing more often.

moved out to kirkland at 18 with my ex

randomly walked into guitar center with him and ran into aisling.

she got me a job there that day.

worked there for a few months.

got a job at a bank.

broke up with mr. ex

....lonely......

started hanging out with ash and katiedawg.

took a break from school

moved out with katiedawg. (pretty much across the bridge of my first apartment haha)

did that for like a year.

moved out with my new boy.

now im a nursing student.

and as happy as i am to be going back to school. i want girlfriends in my life who arent swallowed up in a relationship where i barely see them anymore. can i please just meet girls who like to have a good time? have a few drinks? shop? and if they have a boyfriend, can handle being away from him for like...a day.

damn vaginas.

i love dancing though
travisja:
I have to say it is a good thing that you are one of the those people that helps other people, but you are right - you have to let them figure out things for themselves. It seems kind of cold, but it is true. One thing you will notice as you get older is that those people that get themselves into shit and complain about their life are always getting into shit - Five years from now or even ten years from now. Change has to come from within and only a few do it. Surround yourself with people you admire, respect and especially those that support and believe in you. It is amazing what a difference in life it makes to have really good friends like that.
chaosblade:
helping people can be very difficult to do, but that doesn't mean you shouldn't do it....hell, it'd be a good way to make new friends.

And while I lack a vagina, I'd certainly be friends with you. You seem to be a unique and weird person, and I firmly believe that those are the best kind.

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