I'm sad. I let someone into my heart and as always, the feelings are obviously not mutual. I'm far from being "in love" with him but I did start to have feelings for him and it sucks. Why did he have to be so cute? Why did he have to cuddle? Why did he have to touch me so softly? Why did I let him in?
To him it was probably just sex but to me it became something different. We talked about so much. He told me things he doesn't tell everyone. He talked to a mutual friend about me.
I don't blame him, you can't help who you like. But I blame myself for thinking it was more than it was.
I still think the world of him. He is truly amazing and talented but it just wasn't there for him.
FYI. If you just wanna fuck..that's fine...then fuck but don't cuddle, caress and tell the girl your life story.
To him it was probably just sex but to me it became something different. We talked about so much. He told me things he doesn't tell everyone. He talked to a mutual friend about me.
I don't blame him, you can't help who you like. But I blame myself for thinking it was more than it was.
I still think the world of him. He is truly amazing and talented but it just wasn't there for him.
FYI. If you just wanna fuck..that's fine...then fuck but don't cuddle, caress and tell the girl your life story.