No one will give it to me. I have pursued friendships, relationships, everything I have. I have been social, to clubs, to social media, dating apps, you name it! not one fucking lady, one woman, would give me the fucking time of day. not even fucking say hi!

What the actual fuck?!?!?! Have we as human beings forgot that there is a person on the other side of that message? A soul that matters? A person seeking an answer to a question they thought was important but yet you don't find it worth acknowledging it. It may not matter to anyone else but that one person. how I know is that I live it.

I suffer from a serious issue with agoraphobia. I have a hate for people (Not humans. And yes there is a difference). It stems from my service in the military. I have been giving the benefit of the doubt for almost 3 years and I am losing faith. Not once has anyone been considerate of me during this time. So why listen to what the doctors say for me to do when they are the ones cutting us down? building victims to fall for their gain and others.

In short, I am tired. I am tired of seeking love, I am tired of waiting for love, and all i have ever wanted in life, IS TO BE FUCKING LOVED! START A FAMILY! DO ALL THAT COOL SHIT!

But now I see im just obsolete, we will have a robot do my job and tell you you're doing great in life. but I mean don't believe me. I mean, Thats what these sex bots are gonna do next right? pay $100 to get the surprise broken rubber scare from a robot? Have fun. I'll stick to not putting my dick in a human sized blender.