Tuesday Mar 02, 2010

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I'm STRONGLY considering dropping my dream of becoming a Suicide Girl.
I've been a hopeful for almost a year and nothing. I'm not bitter at all. But it seems SG likes anorexic white chicks more =\ Just a sad observation. No hate. Because I UTTERLY LOVE this site and the girls are beautiful and very lucky to hold the SG title. I just wish I could.

So maybe in a couple months I'll take everything down and just be a regular member. Sad. But guess I don't have "the look".

On another note thank you to everyone for sending me good vibes and feelings on my cancer issue. Next week is the biopsy. I have pain killers and an anxiety med so I'm not worried.

My sister from another mister visited me and Coralee this weekend. We all had a blast.
Here are pics of me and my sis

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We were dressed up cause we were going to a party where Scarekrow was DJing, but it got busted by the cops.
The host was underage so the cop gave Alex (Cora's bf) this HUGE box of beer. There had to be like 4 cases in there! So yay free beer!! And kutos to Alex who is an EPIC roommate <3

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later<3

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tweedle:
yeah it's pretty much absurd that you aren't a suicide girl, but whatever. we need to get together when I'm Chicago next, I think...what say you??

phb:
Wow. I almost hadn't realized you're not an SG. I think of you as one of the hot, outta-my-league goddesses on par with the finest pinks. love

Only you can decide what's right for you and how much to allow the frustration to get to you, but I for one really look forward to being able to click the heart button on your photos.

Like Milloux said, it took her a year (and she is not an anorexic white chick either) and you're fucken perfect!

I'm not crazy about barbies and have found a good number of less waifish and non-blondes to keep me around, perving at the pics.

*hugs* and kiss

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