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They say women are undecisive....but i think men are more so. I talked to Wade last night. For those who don't know: I knew him for two years and we both were in love with each other but were to scared to say so. We started dating last July and it was the happiest time in my life. Long story short, he was confused about his path in life and dumped me via email, wouldn't let me see him..i was totally depressed and heartbroken, then in January i heard that he was training to go to Iraq and he is there now..... Back to my journal. He said that he felt that i was the one, and that he was too scared to tell me that he loved me. Then we talk on and he says that he can't commit (duh, i wouldn't expect him too) and that I AM JUST A PATH. A FUCKING PATH!!!! What an ass, he can't make up his mind... Then he says he can't wait to get home because i am there..........THen i yell at him and tell him to stop making me miserable and he has the nerve to call me overdramatic! He has put me thru too much shit......i don;t know, i love him but he drives me fucking nuts..what should i do. I am going nuts!

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