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Wow. It's been.... something.

I haven't been online in 3 1/2 weeks, I haven't been here in a long ass time.

This type of behavior isn't all that odd to those who know me best, but this time it was, and is, different.

Short story: I don't have a brain tumor, and I didn't have a stroke. I spent a lot of time at the hospital. I'm better for now, but no one has any idea what happened.

Long story. Bah, fuck it.

I missed so many things here at home when I was in Cleveland. People, yes, people. Attitudes of strangers, yes. You'd be suprised how different people are 120 miles away.

I missed email. I missed broadband. God did I miss broadband.

To top everything, both my computers died at once... just got a new one today, writing now on it as a matter of fact.

When I was away, my club closed (no suprise, it was supposed to go under). No more techno nights for me for a while. Unless people want to hang in my living room, which I doubt.

I need a new profile pic. I don't look like that, nor does it convey my current I don't give a fuck and it makes me happy attitude.

I need to do something insane. I need a new job. When I got back work, my boss was very very very unreasonable (and it's only my second day back).

I'm seeing right though people again, which I hate. Some people see something like that as a blessing, I wish I was retarded (and actually had that wish granted for three weeks -- wasn't so bad).

Anyway. It's early. I can't sleep. Y'alls IM or write or something now that I can respond.