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I woke up this morning and realized my checking account is $700 in the hole. Isn't that special. Pretty close to losing my grip about now.

Tomorrow, I go to sell my baby. A G. Edward Lutherie upright bass. . My hand numbered baby.

I'll get about half of what I would on ebay if I sold it there, 1/4 of retail where I'm actually selling it. It pains me deeply, but I have no other recourse.

You will be missed forever my love.

I'm going to go play it one last time and weep while I do so.

There is no sarcasm in this post.

I'd drink it off, I'd do whatever to get fucked up right now, but that'd just be a bad trip. Words cannot describe how deeply depressed this makes me.