skoicat

i've been feeling kinda empty since i got home. it's wierd to be back here, feels kinda like christmas break but with out the christmas, like i'm going back soon. so to fill this void i've been preocupied with finding stuff to buy, so far it hasn't been successful.

i was supposed to go to a punk show tonight but it got cancelled last minute and i haven't gone to one in a while. they're a good way to let out emotion. plus i'm feeling more and more distant from my friends, i haven't seen them in so long due to school and at school i didn't have very many because of my excesive shyness and recluse behavior. i miss people damnit! i think i just need a creative outlet but with my parents constantly around i can't, usualy i concentrate on my music but i don't like them hearing when i'm writing.

anyhow, enough mopey rambleing. things i want to get. i need to go to the salvation army to see what i can find, i want to make a pair of cut off black corery shorts. i'm lacking shorts that go above the knee. i also need new boots, my present ones are falling apart and i want taller ones.
tomorrow or i should say today is good friday so family is comming here this time. hopfuly that will make things more interesting here. well it's 3:20 here so i guess i ought to get to bed