Guess what? I moved again. All my crap is in a giant pile at my parents house until I find a place to rent, at this rate it seems near impossible to find a place without having several room mates. I love people, but at this point in my life, I really want to focus on my education. Usually the more people one involves in life the more dramatic things can get. Anyways, I found a job surprisingly enough before I had even finished moving. So really I have nothing to complain about!
Things have been difficult though, the parental units are not always the healthiest for me to be around. I love them and respect them for they did the best they could. Instead of seeing all their faults and blaming them, like I used to, I see them simply as people. We all make mistakes, and the choices I have made in life are not their fault.
My freedoms have been seriously limited as I no longer have a vehicle. My car flipped last week, it is totaled, and I'm lucky to come out of the accident with only stitches on my elbow. For the past week I've had to hitch hike into town in order to get to work. I'm used to it. The independence I mean. Anyways, the rides have been inspiring. It's always refreshing to have some random person stop on a mountain road, and actually give half a fuck about someone else. A lot of people would never pick up a hitch hiker, and trust me I don't look like the stereotypical hitch hiker. Yet usually after five cars drive by I get a ride (keep in mind there is practically no traffic where my parents live- generally five cars pass in about a half hour).
I plan to shoot with @sunshine next month, and still am waiting to see more from @cdo. Also @merryboudoir and I plan to meet up sometime during the summer.
I'm happy to be back in society, but I guess I'm dealing with a sort of culture shock. Whenever I finally adjust to a new community it seems like I move away. Honestly I see people who have stayed in the same place for several years, the progress they have made through all the networking and how they have been able to establish themselves. I envy that, and plan to figure out where I desire to be very soon.
To all of you who have continued to inquire about my well being, thank you. I give you a virtual hug, because it really means the world to me to know people geniunely care about others. ❤️‼️
