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This weekend I have arranged three photo shoots, two of which I will submit for MR and the other I will post just for fun. I am pretty excited, and am staying focused. I need to make sure I get a lot of rest these next two days; I wore myself out this past weekend on my birthday. Yes, I did the whole weekend- nonstop. It was great, but I was in a full on daze by the time I made it to work on Monday night. I met a handful of great new people during my celebration. I have noticed that being isolated in Humboldt has made me much more of an introvert. Generally, I don't have much trouble talking to people though, large crowds cause me to feel anxious. Anxiety is not all bad for me though, I like adrenaline rushes and the two feelings feel very similar to me. Also, I enjoy drinking large amounts of caffeine... lol.. this causes anxiety, but as I said... it's not quite a bad thing seeing as I enjoy it/induce it. I have cut back on the energy drinks seeing as they have given me Kidney infections in the past, and avoid coffee too. Recently I have been enjoying a Sencha/Matcha Green Tea Blend made by Good Earth. My cross country trip went well, I was able to connect with a good friend of mine and eat TONS OF GOOD FOOD. Virginia is different from other states I have visited on the East Coast. Maybe it is because I was in Virginia Beach during the dead season though, lol. I am thinking it would be fun to plan a trip to Atlanta, I would love to visit my old friends and take a break from Humboldt again. The reason I say this is because I am having issues with the same friend I mentioned earlier, he is my ex. We all know how difficult it is to draw the line between intimate relationship and surface level one. Honestly, I do love him but I just need space to focus on myself. I have told him this, so obviously I am being straightforward. He won't let me go though, and I'm not one to just ignore. Come back from one vacation to go on another one.... sounds good to me. I have to live it up while I still can. Oh, also, I got a haircut today :)

Wyoming at Sunset (no filter)

Wyoming <3

Oh well, looky here, WV
My butt at the WV Welcome Rest Stop retroom, lol

Venus, the moon, myself and VA Beach

Another shot of VA beach

Humboldt Mountains, my home

A few shots from my birthday

I want this couch.

My new haircut, more along the lines of a re-shaping.

And, last but not least, a couple nakes selfies, just for fun

(fresh out of shower, and post blow dried hair)... mirrors are so fun