What a weekend... I'm crispy, sore, and exhausted. I've been repulsed, flattered, and entertained. I tubed the river, saw some cover band, sang some karaoke, lounged in the pool, and saw MIB3 (which was way better than I'd thought it would be). I had thought about going out tonight, but naww... I'm thrashed and it's time to crash. Gonna be a long week. Clinic 5...
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What a day. Up at 7am to go tube the river, got home around 7pm, showered all the river stink off myself to discover that my right arm, both shins, and a stripe on my back are charbroiled, went to giligin's for karaoke, it was cancelled, went to rip's for karaoke and was approached by one patron who said he used to produce records who...
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blazing:
jeeze. That'll be painful :x Jealous of your tomorrow already.
My favorite time waster
I could play with this site all day. Just making music. click a box and it makes a tone, click a bunch of boxes and make a song. Awesome stuff.
I need to stop playing with it though, time for bed. Going tubing down the river tomorrow. Gotta be up in abbout 6 hours.
It's memorial day weekend, but I hope...
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I could play with this site all day. Just making music. click a box and it makes a tone, click a bunch of boxes and make a song. Awesome stuff.
I need to stop playing with it though, time for bed. Going tubing down the river tomorrow. Gotta be up in abbout 6 hours.
It's memorial day weekend, but I hope...
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woke up with this song stuck in my head. I love how it somehow manages to sound both emotionally screaming and completely detached at the same time.
I don't know what that says for me. But it's a good song either way.
Disgusted is how I feel right now.
Try to watch out for someone who is clearly trashed while a dude tries to take advantage while feeding her drink after drink and every time you say it's time to go (because you agreed to DD and brought her out that night) she just begs you to stay while getting groped on by the guy doing his...
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Try to watch out for someone who is clearly trashed while a dude tries to take advantage while feeding her drink after drink and every time you say it's time to go (because you agreed to DD and brought her out that night) she just begs you to stay while getting groped on by the guy doing his...
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_kobra_:
I understand how you feel. Well sort of. I've been on the other side of things....and wish there would have been a guy to stop plastered me from going to the drink buyer's house...
I had no intention of sleeping with the man, he told me I could crash on his couch because I couldn't drive home. I'm gullible and trusted him way too easy...things didn't end well.
I had no intention of sleeping with the man, he told me I could crash on his couch because I couldn't drive home. I'm gullible and trusted him way too easy...things didn't end well.
suzika:
Hey....again...you can't always be the hero...why are you taking girls out like this to bars...they seem pretty elf destructive if you ask me...and you have to let them do what they are going to...because although you are a good person, you're right it is NOT your job to play babysitter. You offered to take her home, to help her...she said no...well moving on, go home and enjoy the rest of your night. Let her talk to you when she does if she wants to bring that up you know. Free will is free will. She'll learn things on her own time.
and thank you, saucy days are fun once in a while.. i got that side of me, and SG is the right place to share it so i'll post some things like that now and then.
Good proportions is pretty legit too, thanks for answering. I like asking people questions and get everyone to share their opinions
and thank you, saucy days are fun once in a while.. i got that side of me, and SG is the right place to share it so i'll post some things like that now and then.
Good proportions is pretty legit too, thanks for answering. I like asking people questions and get everyone to share their opinions

A song for the haters
Haters are like crickets- making all sorts of noise when your back is turned, but the moment you walk by them they shut right up.
If someone is trying to drag you down, it's just because they're jealous that you're above them.
That is all.
Haters are like crickets- making all sorts of noise when your back is turned, but the moment you walk by them they shut right up.
If someone is trying to drag you down, it's just because they're jealous that you're above them.
That is all.
There are few things that annoy me more than someone who is no longer in the military treating people who never were in the military, like they are all actively in the military.
Some guy in our class was a marine, and he refuses to let that shit go. Barking order at fellow students, bringing every discussion that everyone has back to something about his...
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Some guy in our class was a marine, and he refuses to let that shit go. Barking order at fellow students, bringing every discussion that everyone has back to something about his...
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drusylla:
Back when I went to the gym, my personal trainer was smoking hawt. If I didn't have a work out buddy at the time, my hawt trainer would have been enough motivation for me lol
This time around, I was going to do the Insanity/P90X combo to whip myself into gear. I want to do pregnancy yoga so I'm at least doing something but I think I'll just end up walking and maybe some light hiking once the weather cools off. I only want to gain 30lbs this pregnancy.
This time around, I was going to do the Insanity/P90X combo to whip myself into gear. I want to do pregnancy yoga so I'm at least doing something but I think I'll just end up walking and maybe some light hiking once the weather cools off. I only want to gain 30lbs this pregnancy.
drusylla:
We live like literally a 5-10 min drive from a hiking park. It's only $5 per car to get in. Lots and lots of trails. We will probably hit the easy trails in Oct when the weather cools off. I'll be about 7ish months a long so I'll be taking it easy.
Motivation is the word for today. What is my motivation?
That song came up while I was on to my second mile running today.
It's amazing to think that maybe 5 years ago I was told I'd never walk again without a knee brace and a cane, and now I'm running again. But what is my motivation? Why do I work so hard at self-improvement,...
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That song came up while I was on to my second mile running today.
It's amazing to think that maybe 5 years ago I was told I'd never walk again without a knee brace and a cane, and now I'm running again. But what is my motivation? Why do I work so hard at self-improvement,...
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suzika:
LOL....well technically I am already married....to my dead husband...Bukowski... yes we tied the knot...only he has no clue about it since he died when I was 5! It's ok I'll meet him again in heaven someday.
Depression's got a hold of me.
Sometimes it just happens, you wake up... and there's nothing different about today from yesterday. But there's just something off. It's you, you know it's all you and it's all in your mind and there's nothing in particular making you feel this way and so you think you should just snap out of it. Just will it away, but...
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suzika:
^ thank you Skitz. And that quote sums it up, exactly my sentiments. Being alone isn't so bad... I've been over thinking it... I'm tired from longing, no point. Just have to let it happen as they say. My friends have been giving me tough love about it too lately which is good
all just adds to me looking for ways to keep busy and be happy with me and all that jazz and not worry about that end.
Tomorrow you might feel wonderful though. Here's something Bukowski said that makes it all come together for me when I have those days....
"I don't know if this is true to you but for me
sometimes it gets so bad
that anything else
say like
looking at a bird on an overhead
power line
seems as great as a Beethoven symphony.
then you forget it and you're back
again.

Tomorrow you might feel wonderful though. Here's something Bukowski said that makes it all come together for me when I have those days....
"I don't know if this is true to you but for me
sometimes it gets so bad
that anything else
say like
looking at a bird on an overhead
power line
seems as great as a Beethoven symphony.
then you forget it and you're back
again.
So, today was a long one with drugs preventing a fellow student from pulling his weight and just leaving me disgusted. But a solid time at the gym to vent frustration helped alot. A little creative endeavor also got my mind a little more solid.
I've had this pet project of mine -SETS CREW- (Strrong Enough To Survive, Can Resist Every Weakness) since I spent...
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I've had this pet project of mine -SETS CREW- (Strrong Enough To Survive, Can Resist Every Weakness) since I spent...
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And ahhh yes Coldplay for the win, but I do enjoy Radiohead more, I know they are different but the two get compared often.
A guy I once dated briefly had an Uncle running for Congress in my State, and he had terminal cancer...he still doing it anyways, and well I give him props. Even knowing he will not win...because most people would not want to elect someone who is terminally ill from a disease and has a life expectancy. I just don't want to vote until I meet someone honest...and all politicians seem to do is lie lie lie to get their rich friends richer. Ok i'll stop or i'll just get all feisty over things out of my control. lol.
xx
Oh and let's do something about slowing down the process of global warming instead of not acknowledging it is happening, that be nice too.