skitzjones

Something I drew up last night.
I've been confronted with a lot of meaningless random sex lately, and while I love sex as much (if not more than) the next guy... I'm just not feeling the random encounters anymore.
I'm past that point.
I lived my wild late teens and early 20s already.
I've done porn, had orgies, 3somes, 4somes, public sex, pool sex, movie theater sex, gotten a bj while driving, had sex on a train, been tied up, tied others up, played with whips and paddles and choke play, sex with food, erotic massages, sex in cars, sex on cars, sex at work both during and after hours, webcam play, and pretty much everything you can imagine (that doesn't involve having to pay for it... I haven't done that) I've at least dipped my toe in those waters... (and come out of all of it with no kids and no STDs... practice safe sex folks)

And I'm still not fulfilled. I don't want to just have sex with someone just for the sake of doing it.
I'm past that point. I worked that all out of my system. And that's not to say if there's someone I'm deeply attracted to I'd for sure turn it down... I'm just saying I want more.
I want to connect, I want someone who I can hold a deep conversation with about shit I don't know but she'll teach me. I want someone who is their own person who doesn't need me, but wants me to join them on their journey and wants to join me on mine.

I'm burned out on young lusting and infatuation, I want love and passion.
Is that really so much to ask?