This song makes me smile, old memories, dear friends, the salad days.
Tonight I laugh and smile as I'm faced with drunks and cowards and fools and find that for the first time in my life, I truely feel confident saying "I deserve better than this, and I deserve better than you."
A lot of things are making me smile, both wonderful and bitter, I...
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Tonight I laugh and smile as I'm faced with drunks and cowards and fools and find that for the first time in my life, I truely feel confident saying "I deserve better than this, and I deserve better than you."
A lot of things are making me smile, both wonderful and bitter, I...
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I look back at my past pictures, and I don't smile enough. I look at past posts, and I complain more than I should. I don't feel like a negative person, and yet evidence points to the contrary. I must fix this in my life. I know some of the most beautiful people in the world. People whom I love dearly, who always have a...
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New poem. Vicious Hours. Written and recorded within the past hour or so.
suzika:
enjoyed
Feeling dark and weird tonight. Needed some dark and weird music to go along with it. Unsettled, unnerving... Off.
Don't know what it is... the empty house, the quiet, the late hour...
it feels like the darkening night could reach out at any moment and tear out my throat.
And perhaps it will...
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cinners:
4:46
cinners:
Work and 2 kids lol so to answer your question....no I dont get go sleep in 
Wanted: One Muse, apply within.
The 4th book ( first three books available at Barnes and Noble and other retailers ) is still in the works, but it's been slow going. My days are by and large filled with repetition. Wake up, go to class mon-fri, come home, feed assorted animals. Karaoke most thursdays and sundays. But not a lot of assortment. Not a lot...
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The 4th book ( first three books available at Barnes and Noble and other retailers ) is still in the works, but it's been slow going. My days are by and large filled with repetition. Wake up, go to class mon-fri, come home, feed assorted animals. Karaoke most thursdays and sundays. But not a lot of assortment. Not a lot...
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ramonne:
thanks for your comment
Guillermo del Toro is amazing!
So, I posted this poem a little bit ago, but I recorded a quick little reading of it.
This is probably the first time any of you have heard my voice, huh?
Well, here it is. "I Want You" performed by SMJ
Let me know what you think...
This is probably the first time any of you have heard my voice, huh?
Well, here it is. "I Want You" performed by SMJ
Let me know what you think...
Friday friday friday...
Time for another quiz in class. I've scored 100% on every quiz and project in this clinic so far... can I maintain the perfection and possibly end the clinic with 100% and earn another student of the course award?
That would make 2 in a row, though I have a feeling I shouldn't get too hung up on perfection.
::update::
Got 100%...
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Time for another quiz in class. I've scored 100% on every quiz and project in this clinic so far... can I maintain the perfection and possibly end the clinic with 100% and earn another student of the course award?
That would make 2 in a row, though I have a feeling I shouldn't get too hung up on perfection.
::update::
Got 100%...
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hanke:
i love your inkk!
So, let me get this straight, 6 days from the 2 year anniversary of my claim being filed and the VA is just NOW sending out a letter to the Vet Center just a few miles away to get more information from them? Are you fucking kidding me? And there is apparently no direct line to the regional office (so I'm told by the main...
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You were just drunk and feeling vulnerable and were happy that a man was around you who doesn't treat you like shit when you said you kinda wanted to give it another shot and see what happened.
You were hurt by the damage that lunatic did to your emotions and your belongings.
You were thrilled I still thought of you as a friend even though...
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You were hurt by the damage that lunatic did to your emotions and your belongings.
You were thrilled I still thought of you as a friend even though...
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I'm afraid I don't love anyone the way I love Fiona Apple... *sigh*

Suzika
xx