Yet again, the relationship has gone down the pan!!
Long story short, I needed him to be there for me and he wasn't, well he doesn't want to be there. So I said give me a reason that isn't to do with ur ex because this is totally different to what happened with her. And he said ok, ill brb. and I haven't heard anything from him since :/ so I'm thinking I might have offended him. But we got into this mess together so he should be here right? I'm not wrong am I because if I am I think someone should tell me.
So yeah he's totally ignoring me, instead of coming with me to the doctors he's buying a hot tub for partys before he goes to Afghan :/ But when he said he was going to see his gran (which is fair enough cos he's off to Afghan), he put on facebook that that is when he's buying the hot tub :S so I'm well confused.
I think I should just fuck off somewhere and start new. But you need money for that...... look like over next couple of month I'm gunna just work my arse off so I can get my qualifications to be a teacher then I'm gunna fuck off somewhere...... dunno where yet.
Wanna know something daft? My longest relationship is 4 month and that was when I was 15!!! What's wrong with me really. Why is it that I have to fuck up my relationships sometime or other. And especially when this particular lad is only here for 3 week (only 2 more now)
and then I wont see him for 7 month......... I do really like him but I don't wanna be a walk over either....... FOR FUCK SAKE. And I can't make him talk to me if he doesn't want to......
How is everyone else doing?
xx
Long story short, I needed him to be there for me and he wasn't, well he doesn't want to be there. So I said give me a reason that isn't to do with ur ex because this is totally different to what happened with her. And he said ok, ill brb. and I haven't heard anything from him since :/ so I'm thinking I might have offended him. But we got into this mess together so he should be here right? I'm not wrong am I because if I am I think someone should tell me.
So yeah he's totally ignoring me, instead of coming with me to the doctors he's buying a hot tub for partys before he goes to Afghan :/ But when he said he was going to see his gran (which is fair enough cos he's off to Afghan), he put on facebook that that is when he's buying the hot tub :S so I'm well confused.
I think I should just fuck off somewhere and start new. But you need money for that...... look like over next couple of month I'm gunna just work my arse off so I can get my qualifications to be a teacher then I'm gunna fuck off somewhere...... dunno where yet.
Wanna know something daft? My longest relationship is 4 month and that was when I was 15!!! What's wrong with me really. Why is it that I have to fuck up my relationships sometime or other. And especially when this particular lad is only here for 3 week (only 2 more now)
and then I wont see him for 7 month......... I do really like him but I don't wanna be a walk over either....... FOR FUCK SAKE. And I can't make him talk to me if he doesn't want to......
How is everyone else doing?
xx