skinnykeychain

So I think I'm about to get the Axe from the girl.

Not that there is a relationship to axe... but on a metaphorical plain there is. It's going to be pretty shitty when I find out about it tonight. But It will almost be nice to actually know what the fuck is going on.

It's a huge feat for me to actually like someone, and in this case it's pretty extreme... in the likeness factor.

So I'm pretty mopey right now. I'm sitting here in my room as if I'm awaiting my AIDS test result after I had 3 guys fuck me in the ass while shooting up with needles they found in a dumpster.

Oh well what can you do. Pick yourself up. Brush yourself off. And you go and conquere the next girl.

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So I just got off the phone with her and it was as I thought in a way. She really cares for me but she's so fuct in the head from the way Dylan treated her that she's not albe to be in a relationship right now.

We had a good talk and although it sucked things are ok. I can't help but love her so I'm going to be there for her. We'll continue or games but I'll just take a different aproach to it. I'll also be willing to keep my options open when it comes to other gals.

Ok so good things...
I'm going to go to sleep now.