Last night I ended up at Mikes house again. Got totally shit faced. I mean I was hammerd. We sat around and had a blast. We decided we're going to start the PDA club.
Professional
Drinking
Association
We then made it out to Dungeon and we had a pretty good time. I'm totally going nutz though. I miss Melissa a lot. We haven't hung out for about 10 days now. I had a chance to do so on Friday, but you know I had plans, and I think in the long run being a little hard to get might be better.
The problem again comes up with Gina. I don't know what it is. She reminds me a lot of Melissa, but in retrospect Gina know's what she wants. I don't even know if Gina would be interested in me. Because she knows what she wants... she basically wont give anyone a chance. So Don't ask me how she's going to find someone to settle down with. Oh well. Ultimately I'd like things to work out with Melissa, but I can only wait so long. I'm hoping things will start making a change for the best after her sister leaves. We'll see.
I'm not looking forward to going back to work tomorrow. I should have been busting my ass on my website today but I didn't. I just sat around watching TV all day. There is no way to tell if my business will work or not... but I need to actaully get it going if I want to find out.
I'm just in a funk. I feel as if I need a partner in crime right now. And I don't really see one in the horizon.
On a different note. Ever since I dislocated my jaw, it seems to keep getting worse. I was eating some soft stuff today and I couldn't even bite down on it. Closing my mouth is a chore, and FUCK yawning. That hurts like a bitch.
So what should I do about that?
Professional
Drinking
Association
We then made it out to Dungeon and we had a pretty good time. I'm totally going nutz though. I miss Melissa a lot. We haven't hung out for about 10 days now. I had a chance to do so on Friday, but you know I had plans, and I think in the long run being a little hard to get might be better.
The problem again comes up with Gina. I don't know what it is. She reminds me a lot of Melissa, but in retrospect Gina know's what she wants. I don't even know if Gina would be interested in me. Because she knows what she wants... she basically wont give anyone a chance. So Don't ask me how she's going to find someone to settle down with. Oh well. Ultimately I'd like things to work out with Melissa, but I can only wait so long. I'm hoping things will start making a change for the best after her sister leaves. We'll see.
I'm not looking forward to going back to work tomorrow. I should have been busting my ass on my website today but I didn't. I just sat around watching TV all day. There is no way to tell if my business will work or not... but I need to actaully get it going if I want to find out.
I'm just in a funk. I feel as if I need a partner in crime right now. And I don't really see one in the horizon.
On a different note. Ever since I dislocated my jaw, it seems to keep getting worse. I was eating some soft stuff today and I couldn't even bite down on it. Closing my mouth is a chore, and FUCK yawning. That hurts like a bitch.
So what should I do about that?
Who is Gina?