So yesterday started off all kinds of weird and shitty.
I was at the point of going nutz. I didn't have anything to do and I was tripping out over the girl. Again... because I over think everything. There is a whole game being played right now that involves mis-infomation. I knew the game existed. I was warned by the very person who was launching this assualt. But when the mis-information comes back to me... I flip out thinking maybe I'm the idiot.
So as I regress... I was losing it. My normal Friday night which consists of going to the movies and getting drunk off my ass with the guys from work... was not taking place. What this meant was J had nothing to do. But My sister was coming over and with her were my 2 favorite rug rats. A little befor that I called Mike and told him that I just needed to get out of the house...
So the plan was go to Mikes after dinner with the family, sit on the couch and get drunk off of our asses. Well as I'm at dinner I get a call... we're going to the gayest club ever... clockwork. YUCK
So I base this judgement of the club without ever being there. So I get to Mikes house, and we have to wait until an un-named friend of a friend gets there. Now Rich would be very acurate when discribing this friend... she wears and Number 1 jersey and a Number 5 helmet. But she's still pretty hot. So back to the story. We're waiting for the person to get there and I'm just getting loaded. As is most of the people at the house... but everyone is a pussy when it comes to drinking except me. They like to take the slow casual aproach... I took a 20oz Mt. Dew and half/half'd it with Crown Royal... on top of that I took 2 straight shots of Crown. I was fuct!
When I got to the club I started drinking everyones beer. I FUCKING hate beer. Then I hade a Kamakazi and another Crown and Coke. Man was I wasted!
So I had an ok time at the club. But there were a lot of idiots there and I just wanted to fight. I was hoping someone would do something stupid so I could pound a face or two in... but to my dismay nothing happened. Now this "friend" ends up grabbing me by the hand and taking me outside. We smoke and talk... and she starts dragging me around again. Then she asks me to dance... I'm thinking WTF?
The first time I met her she was all happy to meet me and said that I was a good guy that wouldn't finish last with her. I got her number and the chick never calls me back. Everyone that knew her said that she wouldn't call because she's fuct in the head when it comes to guys. The next time I see her after the failed call attempts, she said she was sorry, but she heard from a good source that all I wanted to do was fuck her. Ok whatever... She said we should hang out and shop?????
So then last night I get this. Now I have no desire to persue anyone right now because I'm slowly working on the one. But the one seems almost hopeless in a way... so I found myself wanting to try to work the angle... but I didn't. Why? Because the one is awesome and I need to give it a little more time.
Speaking of the one she called me last night and it was nice. I was under the impression that I was being to pushy and that I should lay off just a bit. We e-mailed each other a few times durring the day and for the first time ever... the last e-mail didn't say hey call me tonight, or an I'll talk to you later. It was ended with I'll talk to you later on this weekend. To me that means Sunday. So when she called me and told me that her sis was asleep and that I should come over... I told her, Nah I'm going to get wasted with Mike and Stevey!
Now I'm here today. I've been paintind and working on my website finally. I'm looking forward to getting it done!
I was at the point of going nutz. I didn't have anything to do and I was tripping out over the girl. Again... because I over think everything. There is a whole game being played right now that involves mis-infomation. I knew the game existed. I was warned by the very person who was launching this assualt. But when the mis-information comes back to me... I flip out thinking maybe I'm the idiot.
So as I regress... I was losing it. My normal Friday night which consists of going to the movies and getting drunk off my ass with the guys from work... was not taking place. What this meant was J had nothing to do. But My sister was coming over and with her were my 2 favorite rug rats. A little befor that I called Mike and told him that I just needed to get out of the house...
So the plan was go to Mikes after dinner with the family, sit on the couch and get drunk off of our asses. Well as I'm at dinner I get a call... we're going to the gayest club ever... clockwork. YUCK
So I base this judgement of the club without ever being there. So I get to Mikes house, and we have to wait until an un-named friend of a friend gets there. Now Rich would be very acurate when discribing this friend... she wears and Number 1 jersey and a Number 5 helmet. But she's still pretty hot. So back to the story. We're waiting for the person to get there and I'm just getting loaded. As is most of the people at the house... but everyone is a pussy when it comes to drinking except me. They like to take the slow casual aproach... I took a 20oz Mt. Dew and half/half'd it with Crown Royal... on top of that I took 2 straight shots of Crown. I was fuct!
When I got to the club I started drinking everyones beer. I FUCKING hate beer. Then I hade a Kamakazi and another Crown and Coke. Man was I wasted!
So I had an ok time at the club. But there were a lot of idiots there and I just wanted to fight. I was hoping someone would do something stupid so I could pound a face or two in... but to my dismay nothing happened. Now this "friend" ends up grabbing me by the hand and taking me outside. We smoke and talk... and she starts dragging me around again. Then she asks me to dance... I'm thinking WTF?
The first time I met her she was all happy to meet me and said that I was a good guy that wouldn't finish last with her. I got her number and the chick never calls me back. Everyone that knew her said that she wouldn't call because she's fuct in the head when it comes to guys. The next time I see her after the failed call attempts, she said she was sorry, but she heard from a good source that all I wanted to do was fuck her. Ok whatever... She said we should hang out and shop?????
So then last night I get this. Now I have no desire to persue anyone right now because I'm slowly working on the one. But the one seems almost hopeless in a way... so I found myself wanting to try to work the angle... but I didn't. Why? Because the one is awesome and I need to give it a little more time.
Speaking of the one she called me last night and it was nice. I was under the impression that I was being to pushy and that I should lay off just a bit. We e-mailed each other a few times durring the day and for the first time ever... the last e-mail didn't say hey call me tonight, or an I'll talk to you later. It was ended with I'll talk to you later on this weekend. To me that means Sunday. So when she called me and told me that her sis was asleep and that I should come over... I told her, Nah I'm going to get wasted with Mike and Stevey!
Now I'm here today. I've been paintind and working on my website finally. I'm looking forward to getting it done!