skinnykeychain

I always tend to over analyze things and I always seem to automatically point things in a negative direction. Today my head was spinning in all the wrong directions.... but I'm not going to go there. I vented early and now I don't need to vent again

So I was all bummed out with the fact that I haven't seen Melissa since Thursday. She was in Vegas all weekend and she was sick on Monday. Last night she had to flack on plans because of her friend from Chicago, and tonight I get the back seat for the same reason. But I'm ok with those situations. So I went to the store and got everything I needed to make vegi soup for her. Now I have to make it before the shit goes bad.

So then I think I'll just take it over there tomorrow. Well I still may be able to do that... but I have to wait on Dylan now. He's taking Zoe from daycare over to her house. He has a tendancy to stick around for far tooo long. He goes and fucks everything up with them, he has a girl friend yet he sits around there sometimes like they're still a family.

Oh well what's one to day. I'm totally tripping out over the fact that I have to go to CO. I have this strange feeling that my whole life is going to fall apart while I'm away. Why this is... I don't know. But that's what I'm worried about. For all I know things might end up getting better.

Fuck it!