skinnykeychain

Things are going ok. I had a really draining weekend and I was so tired yesturday. I was supposed to hang with Melissa, but her "husband" decided to show up at her house the night befor and make her life a living hell. He found out that I've been hanging out with her and he wasn't to pleased because we're "pals". Well that didn't stop him from fucking my ex girlfriend months after her and I broke up.

I had a lot of emotions running through me and I actually used it to my benefit. I was given a $500 down payment on a 2 canvas painting I am supposed to do. Well 6 months I had just a basic idea and an out line. With emotions flowing I poured onto the canvas and I finished one of them. I'm actually proud of it to. I normally don't use emotion when I paint. I just do what people ask of me. This time it was like theraphy.

I couldn't sleep at all last night for some reason. I laid there wishing I could fall asleep. A few days earlier I had a conversation with Melissa about how she could use some flowers to chear her up and make her feel special again. So at 3:30am I went and got her a rose drove all the way to her house and left it in her windshield wipers. I gave her a card that said... I just wanted to give you a reason to smile this morning. It seems to have made her pretty happy.

I went to dinner with my pops tonight came home relaxed a bit. Talked to Melissa, and then painted some more. I got paint all over my bed spread (because I'm crazy and like to paint with the canvas on the floor or the bed). So I cleaned the gozmic jiz off my beadspread as well as I could have, and now I'm here.

It's time for bed!