*sighs* I feel all weird today...like this morning I woke up and someone wired me differently in the middle of the night. I'm hyper-focused....really looking at everything and really thinking about everything...things from my past keep creeping up on me and playing peek-a-boo....and things I'd like to see in my future are turning around and spitting in my face...yeah....it's wednesday.... 
stellar:
i hope you feel better!
