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Saturday Jun 06, 2009

Jun 6, 2009
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I've fallen in love with this song.

For anyone who read my Logic, Love and Happiness post, and my two previous posts about the BNP, you may be familiar with some of the issues that are close to my heart at the moment. I'm feeling strong, passionate feelings to make more of a stand for the things I believe in, but I never knew how I could go about that, how easy or how hard it would be, what my role in the whole scheme of things would be (writing a blog seems pretty futile, but it's helping me straighten out in my head what exactly it is that I'm passionate about), or how truly dedicated to these things I really am. There's a lot I don't know about where I'm gonna let these feelings take me, but there are at least two things I am sure of, and this song addresses those things...

1. I feel like I'm on the losing side. I honestly don't know whether that's truly the case, or whether its a pessimistic example of confirmation bias where I'm only really noticing the negatives, but whether it's the rise of ultra right-wing political parties or a growing acceptance (and, in the recent case of acupuncture becoming available on the NHS, public subsidence) in society of magical, wishful thinking instead of earnest attempts to find real solutions to real problems, I feel like we're losing.

2. Despite the feeling that I'm losing, I never feel more alive than when I break out of the way of thinking that all our efforts are futile and make that important stand. I'm very new to this, but I feel I've grown a lot in character over the recent months and years and self-respect can be quite intoxicating! The growth can only continue.

I just feel that, as much as a cause might come up against it's defeats, if you sit back and do nothing because you feel like it's something you can't change, it's a recipe for unhappiness.


SPOILERS! (Click to view)



Well a teacher of mine once told me
That life was just a list of disappointments and defeats
And you could only do your best,
And I said "That's a fucking cop-out, you're just washed up and you're tired, and when I get to your age I won't be such a coward"
But these day I sit at home, known to shout at my TV
And Punk Rock didn't live up to what I hoped that it could be
And all the things that I believed with all my heart when I was young
Are just coasters for beers and clean surfaces for drugs
And I packed all my pamphlets with my bibles at the back of the shelf

Well it was bad enough the feeling the first time it hit
When you realised your parents had let the world all go to shit
And that the values and ideals for which many had fought and died
Had been killed off in the committees and left to die by the wayside
But it was worse when we turned to the kids on the left
And got let down again by some poor excuse for protest
Yeah by idiot fucking hippies in 50 different factions
Who are locked inside some kind of 60's battle re-enactment
And I hung-up my banner in disgust and I head for the door

Oh but once we were young, and we were crass enough to care
But I guess you live and learn, we won't make that mistake again, no
Oh but surely just for one day, we could fight and we could win
And if only for a little while, we could insist on the impossible

Well we've been a good few hours drinking
So I'm going to say what everyone's thinking
If we're stuck on this ship and it's sinking
Then we might as well have a parade
Cos if it's still going to hurt in the morning
And a better plan's set to get forming
Then where's the harm spending an evening
In manning the old barricades

So come on old friends to the streets
Let's be 1905 but not 1917,
Let's be heroes, let's be martyrs, let's be radical thinkers
Who never have to test drive the least of their dreams
Let's divide up the world into the damned and saved
And then ride to the valleys like the old light brigade
And straighten our backs and we won't be afraid
And they'll celebrate our deaths with a national parade

So come on let's be young, let's be crass enough to care
Let's refuse to live and learn, let's make all our mistakes again yes
And then darling, just for one day, we can fight and we can win
And if only for a little while, we could insist on the impossible

Leave the mourning the to the morning
Yeah pain can be killed
With aspirin tablets and vitamin pills
But memories of hope, and glorious defeat
Are a little bit harder to beat

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grayb:
I'll admit that I'm at a bit of a low ebb in terms of my political activism. I participated in so many marches and demonstrations and joined in so many important causes starting back in the late 60's. I guess that I really can't whine about how apathetic everyone has become nowadays when I am actually doing so little myself.

It's about that I got my act together again.

Great song and vid. Music matters. That was one of the things we had going for us back in my salad days. The music of the time - rousing us, inspiring us and driving us onward...
Jun 6, 2009
secretary:
Humm... surely acupuncture has a sort of placebo effect, tricking the body into finding its own psychological cure naturally, and therefore (as annoying as it is to admit) does actually have some use to the NHS? Kinda like doctors giving placebo pills to people who have mild temporary depression, and finding that the mind is tricking itself into being better?
Jun 9, 2009

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