skep

Oh boy.
Just when I think I'm doing OK, I crash.

*slaps himself in the face* OK, gotta pull myself together.

...and I'm feeling better again. A bit.

Fuck, life is hard sometimes!

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What I really feel like doing right now is driving really fast. Dangerously fast! I'd like to do it on the roads, but I won't, I'm too conscientious.
I wanna take a car to a track somewhere and race and crash a few times and race some more and crash again and walk away. I just wanna go FAST and smash things up for once in my life!

This could be a new era for me.... Maybe I'll get into racing...