skeletonbaby

I want to do something great and be acknowledged for it. I know the potential is there. I just need to a light a fire under it. I think the new year looks promising. I'll be turning 21, nonetheless. I'll be an official "adult." Woo-hoo. I act like a child sometimes because I never really got to live those days. I grew up mostly shy and reserved, and I'm still that way. I need to break the habit. I need to try and explore new things without the fear, worry, guilt, and regret that I have come to associate such with. I'm so careful as to not make the wrong decisions, so careful that I still end up missing something. I need to be sharp like a knife. Then I could be proud of myself and respected by others. I've been lazy-minded for so long. It's so easy to step into the quicksand, struggling to pull yourself out, only to later find that you're actually sinking quicker. Stop panicking and think! I wonder how much courage I can muster up. Seriously, I got "Spirit" tattooed on myself for a reason.

What else, I've been watching a lot of movies lately. They are like little wonderlands of escape. Tonight, Hard Candy.