skeeve

I guess I should update.
And what better time than drunk and high?
Except I haven't had anything to drink.
And I haven't done any drugs.
... but that's how I feel.
I think.

I feel like my body is completely dis-jointed. Like all my limbs are floating like Rayman.
I feel like I'm an alien. Like, green-skin, big eyes, the whole bit, except not in any specifics like that. I don't think I look any different or anything. I'm actually happy with how I look today.

I feel alone. I feel crowded. I feel happy. I feel panicked.

I don't know what the fuck I'm feeling right now. I don't think there's a word for it.

It's weird.

Don't worry, just don't mind me if I make no sense at all. Um... yeah I think that's it.
If I have to reassure everybody that posts here that I'm ok I'm gonna get annoyed.
And, no, this has nothing to do with any of you.