skeeve

So, I think on the whole, I'm getting better at all this stuff. I still catch myself slipping occasionally, but I'm pretty happy most of the time (pretty much all of it actually). And I'm ok with that .

I'm still wicked introspective and that gets annoying every now and then, and I still have some bad habits that I'd like to iron out, but honestly some amazing people on here have been a huuuge help with that. I honestly don't know what I ever did to deserve their friendship.

I wish I knew why my brain and my heart did some things, but... "there are things on heaven and earth", as a very overrated (in my opinion) author once said. Even the overrated ones have some good one-liners.

I think the thing that worries me the most is that I'm immature. I'm not really so sure why this thought scares me. I could blame my parents of course but doing so would be, alas, immature.

A big thing that I've been realizing lately though is that a lot of people do things that I'd consider to be immature. People that I definitely wouldn't consider to be immature themselves. So maybe some immature behavior isn't a bad thing. Or maybe I'm just labeling way too many things as immature. It's an interesting thought. (And one that honestly just came to me so sorry if this reads like rambling too much).

Don't mistake this blog for a blog. I'm happy. Just.. thinking.

As always, much love to those who know who they are.

(I've been getting into haiku lately so I guess I'll end with one. Be gentle, I'm still new to this)

A dream is just that
So why does it bother me
And keep me awake